It's been a long time since I got selected in IIT, persuing my masters in Physics. Nevertheless I not a shy person but it feels like my life is designed to be alone. I've never had any close friends as I removed them time to time cause of toxicity. Is it right to get along this way needing no one?

I had only one though in my mind, to live before die. Sacrificing our friends for better good sounds good on the outside. Direct experience may reveal how it feel inside..

It's valid and normal to feel this way if your life was filled with toxic people. Maybe there is some internal healing needed from your side to break this pattern.

Growing Up

I am feeling so low

Coming Out

Anyone who can talk

Life

I want to be happy for no reason

Happy

If people want to leave, they just leave. No matter how many memories you share with them, no matter how much you love them, no matter how much they mean to you, if they have decided to leave, nothing can stop them. It hurts but if love couldn't make them stay, if love couldn't make them understand, your pain never will. What remains is your shattered idea of forever, but it doesn't stop there. That's a big jerk but not the end. Life moves on. The idea of forever lives forever. 
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Mindfulness

Nenu Happy ga unna ani anukuntuna antey…
kani alochistunte telustundi…
ala anukuntune bratikestuna ani…

3am Thoughts

Let's face it... we've changed. We are all changed. Somewhere between winter ending and school starting, we've gone in our own directions. Hearts were broken, friends diminished, new love started and new people came into our lives. We no longer spend all our time in our circle of friends, we no longer talk for hours about nothing at all. We've changed, some for the better, some for the worse. Some of us are finding new love while trying to let go. Even though we've changed, weball know that we are finding our places in the world, when we find out love, when we let go of love, when tears fall, or when the happy smile spreads across our face... we'll come to each other because no matter what happens, nothing will ever change to the point from where we all started!

Other

Today i had my first long ride in a bike about 400km. It make me feel good.... I was very happy inside me. But when i reached all my happiness gone..... Why my sadness always wins me.....

i havent talked to my boyfriend for months and i am honestly going MADDDD!!! 

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