Its been a hard day today , idk why but i had been really low and lonely . Just in need of someone . 

Aditya Sahu 

Insecurities are brain fuck for mind...
People don't only have insecurities in their relationship it's with them in their daily activities too.. i.e. am I looking good? I shouldn't said this.. I shouldn't wear this...
I shouldn't go out with this . Blah blah blah

But real happiness came once we embrace our insecurities instead of fighting with them every time.. it's ok everyone have some weakness.. that doesn't mean they don't enjoy their life.. 

Conflict

Can we talk about random things ?

Anxiety

It sucks that my entire day can be ruined by one comment from my mother.

I'm honestly so tired. I am so mentally exhausted. Even if I do try my hardest, and is just an absolute burn out, i'm not even half as good as other people. I try my hardest, and I still get talken down to. I don't know how I can impress others anymore. I have even hide my personality to the point where I ended up not even having a personality. I just can't make it through life. Everything seems too hard for me to do. My whole body hurts, and in everything, I struggle. There's nothing i'm good at. I'm just some kid trying their hardest but never being able to make it to the better things. I don't even know how i'll survive once I grow older. 

Misunderstanding

Anybody here who afraid to talk in phones I feel more comfortable with chatting but when it comes to phone call I get so much afraid fear and I get nervous

Other

I'm very alone insidely, I am very frank to others but I'm not that . what I show them and I have some goals in my love which I want to fulfill.I love someone but she doesn't and I have given up now but I still love her and I love her but I don't know why. Seriously, I can fall in love with that girl who understands me and give her hand for journey of life. I think most of the you know what I am telling about. Bye !

Mental Wellbeing

any free online therapy websites?

Hope

I just understand that my parents do not understand me. I used to share all my feelings and thoughts with them because I don't have friends to share with.
I think I made a mistake at that point only. I thought sharing with my parents will be nice and they don't doubt me. but I have done a huge mistake there only. I  don't have any other choice to do. If I haven't shared my thoughts and kept myself it makes it more stressful for me and makes me heavy inside my head and causes headaches that were unbearable. I can't even know where the pain started?
so I started to say my parents at starting they used to listen....only listen... and left about the topic but after that, at a point, there were used the topics what I said to them and started picking or poking on me and talking in a mean or harsh manner. which was hurting me inside very hard. 
I thought I don't have friends so I choose my parents in their place. Is that a mistake I have done? I care for them and I respect them but they don't. 
and again I started to keep my emotions, my feelings, my thoughts inside me. I thought I can manage but I can't even anymore. I feel like some beating on my head. I can't even say where it was hurting also. I even don't know which stage of emotion or feeling I was staying in. I don't know what to do. How can I severe also.

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