Its been 4 years since i left everything behind and moved to Vancouver.. haven’t visited my family even once… have no real friends here..Career wise I’m where i wanted to be… but feel Isolated… every damn day.. try to keep myself occupied but today even that didn’t work

There is nothing worse than feeling like a ghost 😔 I’m here to listen any time. I admire your bravery to start anew 

Hey. I live in canada too bro. If u wanna talk than you can connect wid me bro. 

Guys how should I love myself back consistently.im struggling with depression , anxiety and panick disorder n on medication.i want to get rid of this.n get back to being normal and love myself and keep me a priority.how n where should I begin. Every time I try.i end up spiralling.

What Shud I do??

I am also getting suicidal since I don't know how to pull myself out of this and where to begin self work.

Anxiety

"Some people suddenly change from being desperate to talk to stopping talking ❤️
It's casual for me now. If anybody fails to do this, they are weird 😹 
This is the new normal 🤣"

3am Thoughts

Tu online hai...... 

Insomnia

Do you always get it right? or it can be wrong sometimes? Is this the only method to assess a person's character? Why is there a distinction between being right and being wrong? Why is it that no one cares about one's feelings? Why is it that this world is so adamant about being correct all of the time? Who decides where the borders between right and wrong are drawn? Is it possible for someone to know you better than you do simply by observing your actions and facial expressions? Who can answer these questions correctly? What exactly is the definition of love? Why can't you spend time with those people who keep your smile just because of the fear of being judged? Why is it that peace isn't valued enough?

Lonely

Anyone wants a no strings attached type of temporary thing? 

Sexual Health

- working on yourself feels good; feeling accomplished for basic tasks for a depressed person like me affects my confidence, guilt, feeling of being deserving of something etc etc. Just attending classes and taking notes makes me feel like somewhat of a student. I will do more.
- doodling and just drawing continuous lines is calming. You don't have to be experienced. Just make lines and listen to music and fill up a page. Feels nice to see something you made
- people remember what you do for them if they have good intentions towards you. That's emotional investment both ways- platonic or romantic. This can be good or bad down the line, that's on you.
- bad days for me are now me acquiring knowledge on what gets me down. I am aware of it, I dwell it in for a day and try to get up.
- pain and pleasure are momentary. Yes you hear this line every fucking where. It's taken me a while to understand it. Do not make decisions based on pain or pleasure. Neutrality


I feel empty inside every day as if something from my life is missing there is no real fun just have to laugh for the sake of the world. I dont have any mental peace. I dont have anyone to share this with I need a partner or lover or I dont know what but I need someone to make me feel something else than this emptiness..

Love

So wild and delicious do I become,
when I am in bed with a woman who, I sense, loves and enjoys me, that the pleasure I bring excels all delight, so the knot of love, however tight it seemed before, is tied tighter still.

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