its been 3 years.i thought i found my soulmate.after the initial stages ,reality hits.honesty ,loyalty ,integrity, respect etc becomes just fancy words. emotional manipulation made me feel like there is something wrong with me.lies deceive cheating become day to day life still iam the one who is at fault.love bombing and further manipulation tricks me to think that whatever trauma iam experiencing is normal just like in any other relationships.feeling stuck with my 4 month old newborn.get abused emotionally mentally spiritually physically yet dont know how to unlove🙂
anuj @anujvohra
It must be tough. Hope you are able to take care of yourself and baby. It must have been tough. What kind of strain you are going through?
i guess it is narcissistic abuse and iam his victim.dont know how severe is his disorder.one thing iam sure is iam really attached to this person and his family. now i desperately wanna find my oldself or new self who knows how to live .
anuj @anujvohra
And how you are thinking of finding the new self?
guess we will be chatting with your kid in a few years cause he/she will 100% get generational trauma because of this. i wish you came to the conclusion sooner and never made family with this abusive person. but what’s done is done…
you are right😐💯
Asunder @asooh
Why haven’t you left?
