Sharing Our Innermost Thoughts

share your deepest feelings and emotions in a safe and supportive environment.

⚕️Depression

🧑Anxiety

😰Stress

💗Relationships

Create Thought

DepressionThought

👀
Anonymous

It’s been 3 months since I have been home, doing nothing. As a recently graduated person, life is tough, especially without people for you to go out with or at least just talk to. I remember 3 years ago I came back home after my first day in college and cried. Cried to them; “I can’t go there” “I feel alienated” “This is not where I should be”. It was difficult as all my friends went to cities for their studies and I, was stuck in this small town alone. By the time I was in my final year of college, I was devastated. Couldn’t talk to anyone, ruined a lot of relationships which I have been maintaining since childhood, zero self confidence left and obviously nobody wants to stay with a depressed person. My parents, who saw me go through all these, regretted their decision(at least I thought so), told me “just complete this degree, you can go anywhere you want, do anything you want”, gave me a little hope. I thought I have a chance to get back, but no. Mom said this today; “you’re a flawed person, you have no friends because of that and you don’t know how to be a daughter, you are mentally deranged and you look like shit, nobody’s going to marry you and you’re going to fail in your life, you won’t reach anywhere”. Nobody may probably read this, but I don’t have anyone to talk to.

👀
5 replies

kb_calm @kb_calm

Parents who love you should never says things like that, that is very toxic relationship, find a job or scholarship and get out of there, once you make a new beginning it will automatically bring new people into your life, and will raise your confidence too, so first work towards being independent…

👀
Anonymous

Thank you for hearing me out. How am I supposed to get out? I have never been out of here alone. I don’t know what to do

DK Dinesh @dinesh66

Get out and explore the world my friend
But remember there is a lot of people will exploit in the name of friendship
Get a job be more optimistic in life

👀
Anonymous

How am I supposed to do that when I’m trapped in here with them?

DK Dinesh @dinesh66

You can apply for a Job or internship
Go for a vacation or plan higher studies

user_group_img

8584 users have benefited
from FREE CHAT last month

Start Free Chat
start_free_chat_cta_image