It’s amazing how crazy I feel when my phone vibrates and I’m, begging it to be you.

Arre bura nhi maano yaar 
Aise hii bola maine 
Jhel chuke hain yaar pr itna hii advice kr skta hun bro kii agr tum pasand krte ho toh confidence leke jaao,physically baat kro 
Ye situation ko zyaada time tk matt rkho 
All the best buddy
🙂

Every. Single. Time.🤦
I expect it to be her even after all the hurt, I still expect to be her☹️

Is it a teenager 
I cant expect you to be more than 20 

Hope

living as a closeted gay person sucks so much, i want to talk to my mom about crushes and ex's i have had like my sister does to her but, she is homophobic and i dont want to get kicked out haha . it feels so lonely knowing my family could easily drop me for being who i am.😋

Coming Out

The love of my life, best friend and husband of 26 years died.  I don't understand how the world is still turning.  The sun came up and everyone is going on about their day and i just don't don't get how it's all managing to happen when he's not here.  It doesn't  make sense to me... nothing makes sense.  I don't know how to do this.  He's not here.  I can't believe this.  I'm waiting for someone to wake me and tell me it's all a bad dream.  I don't know what to do.  It's always been him and me and me and him.  This wasn't supposed to happen.  We had plans.  I don't understand.  It hurts so bad i feel it physically.  I don't know how to do this.  I know it's true because i went to see his body and i can't deny that.  I can't hold onto hope that he'll come back.  I don't know what to do.  I can't eat, i can't sleep.  Why would God do this?

Depression

I feel l am losing everything.l am not happy with my life.want to begin new journey and want to change the way l am.

Career

Dear Whoever,

I had all the chances to make something of my life, and I blew
every one of them. Through my own carelessness and misfortune,
the world has retreated from me, and so now it makes perfect sense
that I shouald retreat from the world.
If i felt it was possilble to stay, I would. But I don't. And so I can't
I make life worse for people.
I have nothing to give. I'm sorry




The full moon 🌝  smiling at us .
I

3am Thoughts

Can I vent

I have been a person who was too focused in getting a good job through my college. So I mostly spent my time focusing on that and I got what I wanted. I come from a college where no one had an ambition like that so it was hard to survive but I did. 

After that my job started and after few months I had my first burnout. Those few months were pretty hard for me, I started having anxiety, some family problems, was very confused about life, no sleep and everything around that. It was like I had whatever I had dreamed of but still felt empty. This was the point I realised I need to focus on my mental and physical health too.

So from there I have been trying to improve, focusing on lot of self development stuff but one major thing I have found problem is in finding people with similar mindset (growth) / it was hard to find people like that in college too :(. 

So I am here looking to connect with people like that. People who are improving / or want to become a better version of themselves. Would love to hear about what problems different people faced and how they solved it or if you need any help maybe I can help somewhere :). And if we turnout to be working on same things maybe we can be accountability partners too? Cause I find it hard to maintain good habits alone.

Also I am an introvert so this might help me fight some of my society anxiety too by talking to new people :).

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