It’s always something, to know you’ve done the most you could. But, don’t leave off hoping, or it’s of no use doing anything. Hope, hope to the last.
– Charles Dickens

Good Night Peeps🌃

Self Love

I’ve never used this app, all I know is I need somewhere to talk. Im struggling so bad with this break up, I just wish I could forget you like you have with me, how can you be so fine without me was I nothing to you? I never had closure. I never got a reason or explanation for why you didn’t want me no more. What was wrong with me? We planned our life together, I fucking love you. I don’t know how I’ll get over it, it sounds so stupid but going into a new year knowing this is the last year I had with you as mine is crippling me. You’ve destroyed me, I never thought I could love the way I loved you. It was sudden and it’s painful, I’ll never understand how you could do this to me. It hurts it fucking hurts man. It’s been so long now and I can’t even look at anyone because my heart is in bits over you, how do you get this power over me? I fucking hate this, I thought I had power over my feelings but I’m at a loss completely now. 

Breakup

**My favourite childhood memory**
As a kid I used to get excited for everything but when my academic session is going to end I get excited a week prior because soon after my exams get over we used to go to my grand mother's place. Because those are the golden days where I can do whatever I can and still not get scoldings from any of them. And the best part is food prepared by grandmother. After I finish playing with my village friends, I use to wander the whole colony and comeback with a tired face take a bath and we all use to sit together and have delicious dinner every day!
Those day were really amazing!

Children

My dear baby i miss you i miss the old you who used to love me and prioritise me the person who used to give me all your attention but now since a long time you have been acting like a jerk but i have been holding on since i Feel someday you will be back to where i fell for you i need it back please come back to me talk to me it's killing me from inside i am trying to be strong for my family but on the inside i have so much pain i cannot express 


Boyfriend

Could we please go back to normal. This time I promise to not fall in love, I'd be the friend that you deserve. The friend who you can go to at any given point. The friend who'd help you get comfortable talking about anything, even the smallest to the biggest. You have no idea how happy you make me, even when you send a text out of courtesy, I am so happy seeing your notification till date. I cannot express how much I miss you. I've even told you how talking to you makes me happy. I miss being around you. I miss hearing from you. I miss how you used to tell me somethings so excitedly. Please talk to me, I miss you. If we keep talking the hardships won't feel so tough because I'd be happier than usual, you make me feel at ease I don't know why, I don't know how. I miss her re, I don't know what will I even talk to you but I am even ready for that awkward silence but remember I am anxious around you, I get tongue-tied around you:)

3am Thoughts

"Hope holds the bond " 



Hope

You deserve someone who will be gentle with you and your feelings.

Love

Dear my crush from 6th grade till date, 
Hi how are you? Remember me, I was the girl you copied your homework off of and I was so stupid to let you use me like that. Our friendship was basically built on that and when we switched classes because of language reasons and you stopped talking altogether? Remember me. 
I am so scared to tell you how I feel, because you made it pretty clear by body shaming me and saying you only wanted to hug me out of kiss, marry, hug for the sake of the game. You are so stupid and small minded but for some reason I really liked you. Maybe it was because of the desire that I couldn’t have you. I am happy that you are doing fantastic and you have a girlfriend. Good for you. I contemplated many times in the beginning of 2022, whether or not to text you about my feelings. I didn’t, because not to brag or anything, you would have been very lucky to have me as a gf. I would have loved you with all my heart, cared for you, listened to you, helped you through your problems. I would have prioritised you. Truth be told, the way you treated me as a friend, was horrible, so i guess you didn’t deserve me anyways. O


One Sided Love

Hii 👋 how do we memories any concept or anything really fast 

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