Sharing Our Innermost Thoughts

It’s a Monday morning and I’m blank
I took up a part time job coz I’m not studying
And now i don’t even have motivation to do that
How much more longer would i be going in this depressed state
I can’t even go out for a fresh air thanks to the jail life at home
Sometimes i feel i should just agree to what they say and get married even when I’m so sure I’m not mentally prepared for it