It's a constant battle within, fall into the deepest depths and rise again.
The only thing that keeps us sane is desire to keep going on. 

Depression

Describe the feeling of Falling in love. What was it like for you?

3am Thoughts

I am feeling guilty and sad and angry. I am not living up to my family's expectation. I'm hurting them a lot. Some days are the worst. I feel like I don't want any of this. I want to end everything, once and for all. But it's not that bad yet. But I'm afraid it will be.

I don't know why I'm really not what I want to be right now and want to stop racing and procrastinating and fall into a deep sleep 

Career

I just came out to my parents... I'm 22 and a Lesbian. 

LGBTQ

Not feeling so good. I have my final exams next month and I feel like i’m not prepared. Also, i’m mentally exhausted and I don’t know how to deal with it. 

Anxiety

I'm feeling extremely overwhelmed and exhausted. I have covid and I'm quarantined in my room since 5 days now. I got tested but the reports were negative but that's because the lab technician didn't collect the sample correctly. However, inspite of the reports being negative, my symptoms have not improved one bit since a week now so the doctor told me not to wait for reports again and start the Covid meds. I'm anxious and really sad. I have lot of headache. I exhaust myself because of all the coughing. It's a lot to handle. :(

COVID-19

Death is probably just nothingness rather than heaven or hell. Which gives birth to nihilistic thoughts. I think at the end of the day it's about self preservation. Biological self preservation.  And we see that as survival, egotism, etc etc. There is no clear answer. The goal is self preservation is involuntarily. Defence mechanisms have the goal of self preservation as well. Philosophy time now. When I think about why I'm here and alive, I really don't have any answer. I was put on here without my consent and now I'm supposed to not spontaneously kms??? We find reasons to live- small and big. It's different for everyone. We live for other people (unhealthy btw), we live for ourselves,  we live for the sake of living (usually paired with a casual approach towards life- "let's not k-- ourselves and just see what happens"). Looking at lives with different perspectives is well and all, but why are we willing to do that? Why are we willing to improve and live each day? Why are we alive? Why do we live? So confusing. Although mannerisms are easy tell-tales of the lives *we* live

What motivates you?


For me it's my inner voice!!

Whenever I'm worried or afraid and giving up my inner voice just speaks

Oye kanna you worked hard till now by avoiding negativity, believing your goals, understanding the situations but at the time when everyone is giving upon you at least you should believe in yourself because you know  all your struggles and pain that you have gone through !!! Kanna people are gonna say whatever they wanna say even if you do something right or wrong just like the story of a father, a son and a donkey !!!!

So kanna avoid those thoughts and do whatever you wanna do because i know better than anyone how precious you are!!!

I don't know if I will ever give up or not but for now i keep going !!!

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