It was you 
It was me 
It was the silence

Underneath the star 
We were there but far 
You were a piece of a god's art 
That you understand my heart 

You told me nothing 
I believed you as my everything 
 
It was a moment with you as a lovely life
That moment I find my life

-anonymous 

Abhi

Prisha Hrishita

3am Thoughts

Hey anyone up for the talk?

Friends

So guys I have a boyfriend who loves me a lot and he does efforts too once in a while but like he isn’t romantic at all like he takes me out but not like calling it a date and doing romantic things when we are together not taking my pics sometimes forgetting to complement me stuff like this even after telling him I want someone who is romantic and does these things. He still doesn’t do it and it’s been 17 months since we are dating and idk what to do now. If anyone can help me then please do. 

Boyfriend

What to do when you don't feel valued by your partner?

Confusion

I feel bad .... i didn't value what I had and slowly when i started falling for that person .... he betrayed me .... he recorded our calls and used then to break our engagement.... i feel really bad .... i trusted him and what he did was not right 

Love

I am attracted to someone but I don't know if I should continue liking that person because we have the same gender and that makes the situation difficult. 

I cut myself. I cut myself whenever I feel like I can’t escape what I am living at the moment. It feels like if I don’t cut, I will think deeper and deeper, which will make me feel even worse. It just feels so nice to forget about everything, and cut my arms, see the blood flow, and forget about any scars it will leave behind. Especially when I don’t have anyone with me to discuss what I should do next. Today, I wanted to talk 
to a few boys in my class about the names they call me, and why they should change their mind about what they think I am. They call me something that translates to “stickman” in english. They use this name in order to talk about me in a rude way when I can hear them. When something bad happens, they blame it on this “stickman” character and everyone, including people I called friends for literally my whole life starts to talk about how bad of a person this “stickman” is. But about a week ago, they made it too obvious, and I overheard one of them saying that I was the stickman. I couldn’t believe it, mainly because the person who said that was my crush. And he acts really kind when he is with me. Turns out he was doing that because he thought I was stupid and out of my mind. I am someone who overthinks, it is sometimes beneficial for me, but sometimes it makes my mind a mess. To make sure I asked a few friends, and they confirmed. Turns out the person who gave me the nickname was also, my crush. Today, I really wanted to talk to them and when I tried to, I felt even worse. They acted as if I was born with 10 IQ or something. Even though I already knew it, I wanted them to admit it. When I asked, who is the stickman, everyone responded differently. They couldn’t even predict that I was smart enough to realize that it was me. I felt really humiliated, then I realized that my crush was also in the classroom. I still felt the same when I looked at him in the eyes, I just couldn’t get over it. I reached to my locker, picked up my razor, and went to the restroom. I cut my arms while crying out loud. Turns out my crush’s girlfriend was also there with me, she asked me what happened. I didn’t look behind. When I was finished, she wasn’t there. I felt better, it made it easier for me to forget about what people think about me, how stupid they think I am. I still struggle to see the future and what is going to happen next.

Frustration

Some Suggestions for Managment of Anxiety:
1.Go slow. 
2.Take deep breaths. 
3.Do one task at a time. 
4.Pen down your thoughts in your journal/ diary 
5.Spend some quality time with yourself and loved ones.
6.Prefer Quality over Quantity in Relationships.
#anxiety #therapy #relationships

Anxiety

Before any guy start attacking me I know this is not the platform for this but still if someone is from Delhi and up for being friends and chill sometimes I'd be glad. I'm a working person and have weekends off but no one to be with, I Just don't wanna spend my weekends watching netflix and drinking. 

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