It sucks to be a person who thinks and feels deeply about everything. I wish I could enjoy things for what they are. I wish I could be grateful for the little things.

I know Im privileged, I know I should be grateful, but it just doesn't come to me. I wish I could be dumb and happy instead of constantly being stimulated by thoughts, emotions and external triggers. I wish I could stop overthinking about every single thing. Question every part of my being, Question my purpose, humanities purpose.

I just want to be dumbed down intellectually and emotionally.

See, this is what makes you who you are. Not everyone has the ability to care and think deeply. It’s a boon and a bane.

Overthinking

I am confused to choose between 2 jobs. 
1. A job that is 100 per hour, and all the hours that i book would be paid
2. another which offering good training but has a probation and might not get paid on all that hous but pays 130 per hour. I know both of it doesnt meet my expectation but is good for now .please help me..

Career

I just wanted to share one incident. I am a 27 years female from India. In 2020, during lockdown i downloaded tinder. I matched with a guy and we vibed. We had quite an interesting chat. But due to some misunderstanding we stopped chatting. I moved on and so did he. That's what I thought. Now on 4th August, i got a email from a girl saying " please check your Instagram and Facebook urgently", i ignored thinking this is spam. Then I got a call from my company saying there is family emergency, but the fact is I stay with my family. Me being stupid i asked for her number n gave her call. Then she says she is this guy's bhabhi n did too much BS. I ignored n kept tre call. She called me 15 times, later she told she got my number from LinkedIn. Later she said she is his wife and wants to know about our past. She again called 5 times. Today I called n she acted like nothing happened. I feel like stupid girl. I wanna take revenge but i know it's bad. What should I do?????

Anger Issues

Why do people love money? Why are people is so greedy about money?
Why do money exist? Money can't buy you happines sometime or make you have truoble. Without money people would be happy.

Depression

Hie everyone i’m someone i reside in noida 
I dont’t know what i’m doing here but since i’m here let me share my feelings with you all maybe today is the worst day of my life because my girlfriend left me and that too for such a blame i’m not guilty of so i met her in nov. 2020 she is beautiful adorable and charming.
Everything was good our life was good and ti be mentioned i have not loved anyone else other than  obviously my parents but this girl had something different within her that i’m so in love with her i just forgot everything else 
So the second phase of our relationship started and many issues came between us but we kept dealing with them but one day out of the blue she brokeup with me trust me i cried like someone my very own died that day but leaving my self respect behind i literally begged her to get back to me fortunately she agreed and we were happy again then this happened a couple of times more after that one more problem came between us the lockdown 2021 and we were going to apart in few days for months and suddenly i realised that there is sonething she is hiding me from months and i need to know it so i tried harder and then she told me that SOME FAKE ID IS TELLING HER THAT I’M STILL INVOLVED WITH MY EX  so we fought and i made her believe that there is nothing like that at all 
Then everything got back to normal but there was this fear that she will leave me once we get into longdistance which we will due to lockdown but she kept promosing me and making me believe that nothing of sort will happen and she is gonna stay with me 
But suddenly today in a small fight she told me that there was no such fake id it was my ex who was continuously instigating her she confronted me obviously i called my ex and asked her what is she doing tho i got to know that the love of my life is actually cheating on me (not physically) tho i figured out all the evidences and then she too confronted me about the same so these thing were going on we were talking about it and then she brokeup because she still believes my ex more than me i gave her everything i could in these months i did everything to be with her never cared about any friend or anything never cheated on her ever 
But if that is what i’m gonna get in end then why do she even came in my life bow i’m here alone depressed maybe i won’t be even able to laugh again for few weeks maybe i’ll be having a rough time for longterm but why did it happen with me why? 
If i could just go back in time i would for sure change that day of my life when i fall in love with her 
She didn’t deserve it at all
What do you guys think, was all the efforts were worth it what i should do now ? 

Love

What are the ways to die. It can be both easy and painful way. Just list them all

Adulting

Let’s talk 

3am Thoughts

I am a guy and I had a girl best friend. A platonic friendship, now she got in a relationship and I understand that she cannot give me enough attention but there's that hollow space of craving a girl best friend and ample of attention to give out I don't know what to do.

Friends

So as at the last year of my graduation my crush confess that he have crush on me since 1st year of graduation, this make me feel glade but as more I come to know about him I strt loosing interest. And his words don’t match with his actions, I feel it good to be just Batchmate

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