it is necessary to recognize the symptoms and dont think it is a trivial issue. This can accelerate into many other kind of diseases or problems if it is ignored.

Women Empowerment

someday being able to see my parents smile and proud because of me would be my biggest success.

Happy

We are about to turn our page to 8 years but just yesterday,.she turn it to the final page which is "the end"

I am in so much pain right now. I have sketched and coloured my future being with her. The life that I thought we both want. Turns out, it was only me. I was never part of her future. I do not know where to start again. How should I get up everyday thinking she's no longer with me. 

I was ready to risk everything for her. Ready to admit to our family what we are. However, she is not ready. No, she actually can't. She's too afraid to hurt her family and so she chose that both of us suffer. I wish she's brave enough. I wish she chose to fight for us and chose our happiness this time. We have given our own families everything we could offer. It was always the family who's first before us. I still try to understand. 
I 

Breakup

So next months it's my cousins wedding also unfortunately one of my bestest friend's sister marriage is of the same date and he lives in some other state. I want to attend my friends sister marriage more than my own cousins and my family won't approve me for that as relation over friendship thing. Please if anyone can suggest some solid excuse for that 😂😂? 

Friends

Tomorrow is july

3am Thoughts

Say something that you don't like about yourself and we try to see beauty in it

Self Love

Most misconceived term of the century? 

I can't imagine my life without him - the him that I always thought I knew and loved.

I can't imagine my life with him - the him that I have learnt is part of him; that I can't stand for.

I know that neither cancels the other out. Both things are true.



Confusion

My parents seem to have a never ending fight, last month it was perfectly fine..lots of jokes and now they just completely split... because my step dad ignored my mom...they always fight because of the most stupidest reasons and now my mom doesn't have a job and the only way for us to get money is from my step dad and now he's saying he won't be there for us anymore..
Now my mom has this itch on her legs that has been going on for about a day and it won't go, she thinks she's gonna die, she keeps saying I don't know anything and I should start earning money ..but I'm still a kid 
I searched through the internet "why are my parents always fighting" and almost all of them had the same answer "let them be, they'll solve it themselves", let's say I did let them fight and they did come to an agreement and stop at one point but what about me? I can't just forget the disturbance and all the shouting, what does it do for me? Sure it makes them stop and understand each other and now they stop fighting and it's all peace full but again what about ME their child..how could I forget this...thanks to my biological jerk of a dad I have this trauma of loud noise and fights, I remember one particular night where my stepdad and my mom were fighting...no suprise there, but suddenly my stepdad laid hands on my mom and she got scared as it reminded her of the abuse she went through cuz of my biological dad and she kept screaming for help and all I could do was cry ... because I'm a fucking pussy who only has the balls to fight people on the internet, okay I may have went a little side tracked so let's get back to the topic, How the fuck is waiting for them to stop this nonsense going to help me... I need answers after all I don't know anything 🏌️

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