it is difficult.... having no friends in class of 200 people..all r being friendly but no one first choice is me...

First thing first, first priority for everyone is themselves. If you want to make friends, offer what others cannot give. 

3am Thoughts

Day 132 of writing journal entries.

I had a nice day today, I put up my Volleyball net and played a little with my brother. The rest of the day was as usual, just chilling in my room.

Tomorrow is Mother’s Day, and we have church, maybe something more interesting or fun will happen that day. Meanwhile, I hope you’re doing well anon! :)

Personal Growth

I feel like garbage most of the time and I'm honestly just bored of living. I just want to be done with it.

Suicidal Ideation

To anyone who is struggling - 
You got this. You are strong and can achieve anything you want. Have some faith and things will fall into place. 

Hope

Whenever I try to speak for myself In front of my parents, I don't know why I'll start crying and they will think that it's all my fault I am the wrong one, but that's not correct, they'll assume things and situations in their point of view, why don't they give us a chance to explain.
why do indian parents overreact 
why won't they listen to us.


Anxiety

कभी खामोश बैठोगे कभी कुछ गुनगुनाओगे,
मैं उतना याद आऊँगा मुझे जितना भुलाओगे।

कोई जब पूछ बैठेगा खामोशी का सबब तुमसे,
बहुत समझाना चाहोगे मगर समझा न पाओगे।

कभी दुनिया मुक्कमल बन के आएगी निगाहों में,
कभी मेरे कभी दुनिया की हर एक शह में पाओगे।

कहीं पर भी रहें हम तुम मोहब्बत फिर मोहब्बत है,
तुम्हें हम याद आयेंगे हमें तुम याद आओगे।

Sharing Our Innermost Thoughts