It hurts you keep few things for someone , shitt happened almira is empty .😞

Nai yar 3 saal se cheze sambal k rakhi thi

Kisi chote bachhe ko de Dena uske Kam me AA jayegi

Shit is reality almira is temporary suffering is real karma is real baki sab timepass

3am Thoughts

I know how hard is life but, I am a loser, I am good at nothing. My life is hell. No hobbies no friends and nothing. Don't know when everything will change.
Just crying to feel good but I can't cry with my open heart


Life

Just a genuine question. What are your thoughts on waiting until marriage to lose virginity. Am I old school to think this way?

Adulting

People need to understand that I'm not a punching bag for real

Tired!! Exhausted! Anxiety! Stress! Depression

Going through all these at the moment don't know how to calm down 

Not sure why i am here writing this ! 



Anxiety

Why the hell I feel so shitty?

Confusion

Is it okay if you want your partner to be possessive of you?

Relationships

I’m using anonymous feature as i don’t want you to know who I’m but listen…i know life been tough lately and you always act like a strong person…you hide your tears and carry that big smile on your face, pretending like everything is fine even if its not …you do have friends but not have someone who understands you truly…and all these emotions and all these feelings are just being burden on your chest…you want to scream…but you don’t want others to listen you up…

i know how you are literally feeling.and i can’t say more about your situation but hey maybe now things aren’t in the way you expected them to be…but its going to be much more better than today i promise…just don’t give up…know that sometimes life wants to give us moon thats why it didn’t give us the stars… take good care of yourself…

- anonymous friend 😁

***Trigger Warning**"
I was always proud of myself for never being jealous of anyone.
From past year,I feel depressed or somewhat jealous of people who show love to each other in public place.
I feel uncomfortable around those who keep telling how they are daily taking efforts for their aspirations (like my office colleague who doesn't miss a single day telling how much he enjoyed his gym session and how is he following a new diet).
I never was in relationship nor I am looking for one.I do have my aspirations but I prefer keeping them to myself because they will automatically show up once completed and I also don't wish to attract unnecessary jealousy.
I hate myself for judging those who don't behave like me.But I also don't know why and from where it is coming?
Why I am not among those who follow their own path without comparing to / judging others?
I even talked to helplines but Aasra did not talk properly,iCall told me that I am a jealous person in a diplomatic way with sugar coated words,Vandervella told me to look for local counselor.
Am I really that bad person?
I approached these helplines so they will understand me non-judgementally and help me get to the root cause.
I really doubt these peoples' educational qualification in psychology if they couldn't handle simpler issue like this.
Or probably I have a real problem which doesn't have a solution apart from calling myself a bad person.

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