It hurts when your own parents don’t understand you. They mock you for your weight, criticise you for your carrier choices & failures, compare you with others, doubt you and call you arrogant and selfish. Sometimes I feel so helpless, so alone… I feel so scared all the time, especially after they scold or beat me… have no friends… am I wrong?? I don’t know…maybe I lack some fundamental cells or characteristics in my personality that make one eligible to get love and friendship…maybe had I been thin like other girls, they would love me and trust me… maybe if I were smarter and sharper academically, they would have loved me… Oh, how I wish I knew the real reason they left me when I needed them the most…
the day I get independence and I leave this house, I will make a heap of all my memories and things related to it like photos and all, and I will put them ablaze… I will set all my questions, emotions, ambiguity, broken heart and memories on fire that day till they turn into ashes… these things have burnt my nights, I would burn them soon…never to return towards them…my heart has become emotionless…like a desert…no chance of finding any water there…
I can try to understand what you must be going through. No soul must be mocked.
I haven’t seen you, but I can definitely tell that You are beautiful and your soul is soo pretty. Don’t ever blame yourself or ever doubt your strength.
Sending you loads of love.
Stay Strong! You’ve got this!
Please stay strong you are beautiful and amazing person to be with…
It’s okay if your parents din understand you … they might take time but they will surely understand you sometime … don’t be demotivated so much … you can achieve a lot and focus on that … one day they will surely appreciate whatever you have done…
Don’t leave hope… after all they are your parents they do love you …
jay @jay12
Hey what happened
Listen to me, You deserve love regardless of your failures in life, No body is perfect and I am sorry you’ve to go through anything like that but believe me you’re worthy of love as you are!
I hope your parents realize this soon!