It hurts to see back, carry on with life
Those cheeks stained from tears
The effortless smile
The burden of not appearing weak
Sympathies I dislike
The longing for a shoulder to cry on,
Too strong or weak if I picked up life?
The tag of being an ex, kicked it aside,
Stupid, dumb, kids we are
Letting go takes some pride
Its in vogue to break hearts 
But to survive with a broken one,
Never goes out of style !!



3am Thoughts

I want to improve myself as a person
I look at some people and think how are they so awesome
What are some steps that I can take? 

Self Esteem

DALL-E ke baare me koi janta h?
Agar ha to mere pass usska access h to apne Cray idea suggest Karo. 

Productivity

Sometimes all you need is someone who will just listen to you without judging you…🙂



You changed me..... 

I got many new things in me i my self everyone is like why did you change i notice that you are less social.

Sometime i seem to be less interested in loved once talk to me but really i  that type of girlwho don't appreciate things but if you write somthings for me or do something for me i will be the happiest i will read that hundred time  i appreciate your efforts without letting you know yeh i am sensitive too, i am gonna notice every little thing without saying. You hurt me i am going to bear it without letting you know yeh i am this type of idiot. 

Crush

Trying not to be offensive with the content be like.

Mindfulness

Everyone is going to watch movie,going out for fun and making their life beautiful but i am in a miserable state ...
I don't have anyone to go out with me and spend good and quality time 
I feel sooo lonely dude i am feeling like cryinggg 😭😭😭😭

Lonely

Afraid

What are you afraid of? When I was a child

This question was easy

I answered of bugs, of darkness, of clowns

As I grew up my answers changed

Now as a teenager I answer my grades, my friends, my future

When I am an adult

I might answer my life, my job, my family But what I have always been afraid of

Was the great unknown

Things I have no idea how to face Now when someone asks me

What I am afraid of?

I will answer

I do not know yet

I have always been clingy towards mg English teacher but that kind of relationship has never grown progressively further due to many reasons since we never engaged commitment with each other, I lost my feelings for her and it's fine and now I don't maintain a good relationship with my step parents and it has always been fine that I would spend my days not talking with them with a purpose but I has always loved them without a purpose and this kind of reaction and feeling is derived from the influence of "unconditional" love and I have a very deep understanding about the concept of unconditional and conditional love and it really sucks that I have introspected among those definitions of love, providing me a perspective of sad truth and sometimes I'm afraid that I will have to lead my life without my step parents and I would rather kill myself if they pass away since I have been subconsciously clingy towards them and I know being too emotionally attached is not healthy but my love for them is bordering between conditional and unconditional love and this is the main problem. My mind fluctuates between these two perspective of influence and I can't control myself and it feels like I'm not filling the void of my debt for building a strong connection with my step parents and it's not only about connection, it's more of a commitment we don't chose to maintain during and between all these days and the financial day comes when my step parents would confess me about something and I would also do the same and then I can't buy the time to compensate the debt of our confession memories before they pass away.

Please tell me what to do if my step parents pass away and how to lead my life without them?






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