It has been nearly 5 months I had a breakup and I'm okay now. But often I get this feeling of being alone, without a support. I just wanna talk freely to someone about something but it's very hard to find that someone out. So I found this platform. I hope I get to meet lot of sweet souls over here. 

hi deepa!
i am always there i have been through a breakup too and i know exactly how it feels, if you feel comfortable text me!

Relationships

Always remember to take deep breaths 

Panic Disorder

I have always imagined to leave everyone I know and everything I own behind, and go away from my country land into some unknown land far away...where no one knows me and its all new to me...like new freedom to be on my own, do what I want to...I just want everything changed and new 🌄

Autism

What is great about twitter? Why are people obsessed with it? Honestly asking.

Confusion

3am Thoughts

I think a lot of people don't understand what real romance is. May be you also don't know how it works...trust me and understand 

In this era Anyone can buy flowers, candy, chocolates , books and jewelry, there's no love in that. The truly romantic things in life are those little things which you do every day to show your care, and that you're thinking of them whole fuckin day ..It's going out of your way to make them happy that's the starting point of love darling..

The way you hold her hand when you know she's scared, or you save the last piece of cake for her. The random text in the middle of the day, just to say "I love you" or "I miss you" without expecting reply.. The way she stops to kiss you when she passes by. It's dedicating your favorite song to her, and letting her eat your fries;  and your favourite pastry by telling her she's beautiful, even when she's in her sweats; with her hair in a ponytail and no makeup. It's putting your favorite show on pause so she can tell you about her day, and laughing at her jokes, even the really lame ones. It's slow dancing in the kitchen and kissing in the rain. Romance isn't about buying, it's about giving.

True romance is in the gestures.

Hi! Let me start by talking about myself. I am a 27 years old female and I am the bread winner of my family.

My father died when I was only 3 years old. Since then, I've never really had a normal life. 

My mother moved back to her parents house. From a very young age, I've learned to walk on eggshells around others. My mother was not my grandparents' favorite child, nor was I their favorite grandchild. I grew up envying, hating and resenting the more favored members of our family. (My other aunts and uncles also live or live nearby)

My mother didn't have a job. We were basically parasites. So, maybe, it was the reason why they never warmed up to us. But still, my grandparents blatantly showed their favoritism to the others. My mother constantly argued with them. They would oftentimes tell us to move out. 

Also, my mother has anger management issues which is still making my life a living hell. She's like a walking time bomb. I guess that is what added to my anxiety problems. 

Fast forward to the present, I am living just to pay my family's bills. When my grandparents died, I was left to deal with my mother, my mentally-challenged aunt, and their old house. 

 After work, I always go straight home because my mom constantly tells me that she feels ill. 

I'm so tired. I also want to live for myself. I also want to put myself first. But whenever I think like that, I feel bad because I know that my family is depending on me. 

Family

I really want to kill myself. It would be the solution to everything that's going on with me.

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