It freaks me out when i sense my mood taking a hit because i know how low it can get and how difficult it is to get out of it. But now, i give myself a break, let myself take my time to get back on track.

Mental Health

I saw this beautiful girl on the metro today. I don't mean to say this in a creepy way. But just the way she smiled, the way she laughed. So beautiful and so pure. It's so sad that I might never see her again!

Relationships

Scared of losing people until you realised no one is scared of losing YOU🤍

Life

And I'm so sick of 17 
Where's my f**ing teenage dream?
If someone tells me one more time 
"Enjoy your youth, " 
I'm gonna cry 





3am Thoughts

Tell me about a relationship issue you’re having, and ask me for advice on how to fix it.

Breakup

JUST VENTING OUT .YOU CAN SKIP READING IT 🤗
My childhood friend suddenly ghosted me for years, n its totally fine I understand people need space, cuz I also do that thing. 
We are friends past 16years, out of which 7years long distance. We never spoke everday (u know how its between old frndz..no need to speak everyday, but whenever we talk bond will remain the same). So once in a month we use to hav calls specially on our birthdays..we never miss each others bday.
She ghosted me in oct19, I felt its normal she will reach back whenever she feel like, then in feb its her bday.. I called> no  response 😬 I checked her no. with her current frndz, they gave me same numebr n said ya 'we just spoke to her on call u also try'.. 🙆but she didn't picked.
I was like.. alright its cool, lets not be clingy. From feb19; I called or drop her text once in a while _no response.
One night I randomly sawher online, textd her😂😂n finally she replied saying 'm his dad' it was 2am, frst 😂 her dad never take he phone, scnd He know me so welllll...I laughed at her excuse 🤭 it was kinda fun.
 I see her pics posted by her current friends n get her updates via them so its all cool I don't feel anything bad (bt ya I miss her on few days). So again this feb21 I tried calling> no response, n after that I didn't call cuz y to be clingy to someon.
Finally out of blue last month she texted me casually, we had a small chat (we never use to text_ cuz calling was or thing)🤭But I was soooo happy to see her back, none of us bought up past or said anything about ghosting period. So 2days we textd n then again no text call.
 see till here everything is going good n sorted!
What made me angry is😅😅 just now she texted saying 'oh now you are too busy to speak with me, y u ghosted, y u ignoring, blablab'
😂M heart was like.... comeon y u saying my lines, ain't m supposed to say all this to u. But (deep breaths) y to hurt her or say anything bad 😤😤😤 stillll its so frustrating when D one who did something bad come n put all blaim on you.
🤭🤭So instead of saying her anything bad or replying in anger 🤗m just venting out here.
Will surely ping her back when I will cool down cuz thats how friendships work. Never let heat of d moment destroy it.

Long Distance Relationship

*THE REASON WE STRUGGLE WITH INSECURITY IS BECAUSE WE **COMPARE OUR BEHIND-THE-SCENES WITH EVERYONE ELSE'S HIGHLIGHT REEL**.* 😉

Mindfulness

Love me only ❤️

Sexual Health

i’m so tired. i feel like all my friends hate me but they’re all too polite to say anything
i wish they’d all just leave me already so i’d finally know how much they hate me
i’m so exhausted of this paranoid cycle i just want everything to end already 

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