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i did things in my past and i can’t overcome them. they will also lead to me not marrying the guy i love. sometimes i want to end my life. i’m so tired

Life

Infatuation is inherently based on psychological projection, which springs from a false set of beliefs one may ascribe to the object of one's infatuation. Whereas true love is built on a complete understanding of another person (including strengths and weaknesses), infatuation comes from an idealization of that person.

3am Thoughts

When will things be okay? When will I have happiness and peace? When will this darkness end?

Like i don't know i was not that afraid of this corona much before
But today my most favorite teacher deceased..
Like we talked yesterday night..just 2 hours before he passed away..as i was leaving my school i had a great emotional talk with him..like first i was not gonna call him because i felt a little shy...but my mind and heart were forcing me to call him..like i felt i would regret i don't..and after 2 hours of cutting the call i found out that the person i just talked to is no more..☹️☹️
I didn't even knew he was suffering from the virus..like he was so good person..though he was suffering from the virus he didn't told me and also he motivated me very much..because he knew i had got less marks this year..he was also like beta jab tum doctor ban jaogi..hume to free me service dogi yaa hume bhi charge krogi..haan..hamari guru daxina samaj ke free me services de dena..he was laughing and cracking jokes to mitivate me he said..ek din jab doctor ban jao aur me budha ho jaunga..tab is budhe sir ki yaad aye to milne aana..i would always wait for you to come..white coat pehenke..gale me sthethescope lagake hi aana...aur phir un saare teachers ko dikhayenge ke yehi wo ladki hai jiski aap burai krte the ke ye doctor banegi..ye to nurse ke bhi kabil nhi hai..sab dekhte reh jaane wale hain..hann.yaad rakhna you'll become a great doctor one day..bhale hi abhi tumhe sab demotive kr rhe hai..i belive in you beta..bhale hi sab abhi impossible lag raha hai..just work hard my child..and ek din you'll be a great person in future...this were his exact last words he told me
he passed away because oxygen was not available anywhere
 this is affecting me too much 😭😭
i have't slept all night..why this covid is doing like this..why god takes away all the good people so soon..i just feel lost..i feel like i don't have any purpose..he was the only one who believed in me..he was like my second father..
I just don't know yarr..i can't even see him last time....
😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

What is the weirdest thing you have done or said? 

Why are you playing with someone's feelings!

Cheating

So it's been a rough year for me and I started well but as the days passed I fell into a rabbit hole and wasn't able to get out of the rut for months. Whenever I tried making a comeback it lasted for couple of days and I slid into the rut again, many months passed and I'm still not able to get back to optimum productivity despite reading/watching several tips. With anxiety at top I find myself in deep trouble. Help me out.

Productivity

Depressed

one of my closest friend stopped talking to me 2months back . he blocked my call . but not on social media .. but he tefuses to talk to me .. I gave him a lot of space n contact him only once a month bit he dnt want to solve things at all . he meant the world to me & i don't understand how he can break our frienship like this after he promised to be by my side wherever we went . I am unable to deal with this distance anymore .. What do you think will happen . How do i react . 

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