It feels like I've lost so many friends in the last few days and it feels good to be surrounded by real people. 

Relationships

I feel like the outcast in my friend group

Lonely

Feels like I need more friends. Moved to a new place. Don't have any friends here. 

I have seen so many ups and downs in life, I have become upset if I have a good friend, get some relief.

Crush

Feeling stressed with this semester. Used to have a lot of energy when I first started but I've given up now. I hate my groupmate because he's my ex-friend's boyfriend. His presence infuriates me. Why the hell does he need to be in the same group in me? There are other groups for him to sign himself up. Heck, he could even be in the same group as his girlfriend. I can't act like how I wanted to because I feel like he's watching my interaction and he reminds me of my ex-friend. 

Friends

So my friends are planning a nightout but tbh i feel like dont vibe with them anymore...idk..maybe becoz of my ex in the grp and also i had a fight with one of them and now we dont talk....i just dont vibe with them anymoree....so i said i've got other plans and wont be coming....but obviously i got nothing else to do...probably im gonna feel lonely all alone  but idk im not sad....i would just log out from my instagram cause i dont wanna see any stories.....huh what do i do huhhhh....suggest me some series lol


Teenagers

Being the mature friend amongst the lot really affected my mental state as everyone around me forgot that I am a person too and of the same age,everyone expects me to be the mature one even when it hurts me. At times I see my other friends being stupid and impulsive and everyone let's them off the hook because they are "sensitive", "vulnerable" and "immature". I wish people tried to see me in a more humane way.

This is a place to share our thoughts, so I thought I’d share mine.

If someone is hurting, mentally, and you are helping them, who’s helping you? This is happening currently with me and one of my friends. They opened up to me and of course I was supportive and they wanted me to share my secrets too. Don’t worry I wasn’t pressured I just hadn’t shared my feelings to anyone ever. And I sometimes regret it but they are a great person and I trust them. Anyways, I told them my secrets about my life and they were very nice. Recently they have been feeling down and I have been supporting them and sometimes they ask if they’re making the convo about themselves and if I want to talk about me. I just say no so bluntly and fast that I don’t think. I’m the person people know but they don’t actually really know there feelings. Honestly that was sort of a trait of mine. Until I told that person. They always ask if I have more secrets and i say no. I don’t know if my secrets even count but they’re really my feelings and moments that I’ve had. But I don’t feel comfortable telling them. They don’t know that there’s more to me and I plan to keep it that way. It’s just I feel that when I’m helping them, they don’t actually know that I’m hurting inside. But I’m great at hiding it by this point. Anyway I’m sorry if I bored you but I decided to share my thoughts. Feel free to share your intake on this, I love reading people comments. 

All my friends are hanging out and didn’t invite me or ask about me 🙃

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