It ain’t Diwali if there is no self-care, self-love, and a whole lot of self-pampering.💃🎉:

Shraddha M.

Kabita 💫

Sarvika Aggarwal

Jasleen K.

Ram mohan Saroj

Self Love

so…. guy said he wasn’t ready for a relationship with me and that he also had a lot of mental health issues he didn’t wanna put on anyone else so we agreed to be just friends … months later he met a girl and is telling me all about how ready he is for her and how he’d date her for sure if she lived closer. it kinda hurts seeing how he’s willing to fly across the country for her but barley even bothered to get to know me lol :| so now i’m distancing myself even though i don’t want to … but idk i feel like if he does get her then obvs she wouldn’t want him to be friends with a girl he wanted to hook up with & be casual with… plus i don’t wanna ruin things for her so… idk idk idk :/ i feel terrible lol & like i’m not enough but i doubt he even realizes or cares idk why he wants me around still. she’s lucky lol. i have nothing against them though i don’t think it’s fair to be angry because they’re happy :/ 

Relationships

I just want to cry really hard rn . Ik family problems sucks but rn it's killing me I-I just want to disappear please 

Family

It's my dad's birthday today and I miss him so much , he passed away few days back :( 
He loved me so much and I miss him a lot 
It hurts how soon he left me :( 

Loss

Does copying and pasting my best advice for certain questions for whenever I see them make me seem like I don't care about these people that much? ..

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3am Thoughts

After breakup from 2 years long distance relationship now I am getting better but I don't know why I feel sooo sexual and I feel sexual for her it's not completely sexual it's a bit like just hug her soooo tight and all and some sexual thoughts tooo I can't understand why it's happening ?

If I am moving up then why I feel this much sexual about her to make physical love with her i can't understand that ?

Breakup

 I started my college days unfortunately, it is not a good start for me because of this pandemic, we had to do our classes online leading me to be unable to grasp most of the lessons. So I tried joining a training program to provide the basics of my course, it was fun as I managed to understand the lessons during the training but it is also devastating since I cannot really understand the lessons on my course. As my training has ended, I resume focusing on my online subjects but no matter what I do. I really can not understand so I started losing interest in the subjects but I always felt guilty. So I tried to focus but the same thing happened since it is already out of my interest, as they say, if you are not interested in doing things you will not learn unless you wholeheartedly do that thing. For that reason, I tried to do my other hobbies but I slowly lost interest in doing those things one by one, I also had a problem with my appetite. I tried to eat regularly but I felt repulsed. I tried eating more when I skipped my meals but I myself says I can’t. Sometimes I forced myself to eat more and that started when I always looked for sweets to fill in my stomach and that got my satisfaction. In some other times, I had trouble sleeping and sometimes I overslept, so I am trying to be awake in time but this has caused me a headache and sometimes dizziness in the morning. Honestly, I am always on the phone looking for what interests me that causes me irritation in simple things, mood changes, and sometimes a sudden increase of heartbeat and heavy breathing. Basically, I just experience this on my period but I am not on my period. I hate this feeling of mine and this led me to self-isolation. I am an introverted person and I know that, It is not that I do not know how to socialize with other people but it is just that I like being alone.  


Education

Very weird things are happening, I am travelling all around Bangalore and it feels like people are waiting for me to be there. Feels like coincidence but how can it be? 

I am so incredibly tired today. Really wanna chill and paint something for my bestie but there’s SOOOOOO much to be done. Sigh. 

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