Isse pehle ki bewafa ho jaayen,
Kyun na aye dost hum juda ho jaayen..
Tu bhi heere se ban gya patthar,
Hum bhi kal jaane kya se kya ho jaayen .. 😶


Just a girl with Specs 😊

Poetry

We have a tendency to think in terms of doing and not in terms of being. We think that when we are not doing anything, we are wasting our time. But that is not true. Our time is first of all for us to be. To be what? To be alive, to be peaceful, to be joyful, to be loving. And that is what the world needs most.

3am Thoughts

ONLY NEED REAL ONCE AROUND ME

Motivation

It was very disheartening. At times, You just wanted to break down in tears.

Anxiety

Hate hate hate having relatives over at my house. Just hate it absolutely 

I am a early 30’s year old divorced mom of 4 . My divorce has been over for 3 years and I finally started feeling like trying dating again . I met this amazing guy and we’ve been dating for 6 months now . Well he called me one day last week after I invited him to meet me for dinner (he hasn’t met my kids yet ) and told me he has a confession to make . He has cold sores and is having them on his lips . I said okay well we can postpone just feel better , but then I got to thinking… does he have herpes ? I was tested just before I started dating again and I did not have it. The following weekend we had planned on doing a hiking trip. I met with him and we had an amazing weekend so I decided to talk to him in the car on the way home . I asked him if he had ever been tested for herpes . He said he knows he has it because he got it when he was 20 years old . So this man has had herpes 1 for 20 years and never told me during our relationship. I told him I accept him and I do , but I think after as much as we’ve been kissing odds are I probably have it now too. He said he didn’t want me to get it so he hasn’t been kissing me during his outbreaks but what are the statistics of a man transferring HSV-1 to a woman when he’s not having an outbreak? I am having mixed emotions . I wish he would’ve just talked to me about it to begin with. I feel like he kind of hid it from me . That makes me feel bad that he couldn’t tell me the truth to begin with . Also, he and I are sexual and he does go down on me quite often . Does that mean I can get HSV-1 genitally as well? My worry is I still have wounds from past relationships and I worry he will leave me and I will be left to navigate dating with HSV which is not easy. I joined a herpes support group on Facebook. I am also getting tested again this week . But even if I don’t have it now I know the longer we stay together the more inevitable it will become . I don’t know how to feel about it honestly. 

Diseases

Getting bored. All my friends are busy with their own Life. Just wandering what to do.. I feel life is too bored in weekend...:(

Life

Heyya
Anyone up for a small talk??

Coming Out

Don't run behind people don't because those who want to stay in ur life they will nd those who want to go they will , those who want to see you happy won't make you feel miserable or unwanted, so it's better to not run behind people nd live in the present.

Sharing Our Innermost Thoughts