Isolated in her room,and 
the lights dimmed down,
She put on her earphones and 
commanded me on the call
to give her the taste of wild intimate love.

End.

beingmyself

Love

Maturity is when u realise your goals are more important than your love 😊💫

Career

Credit card benefits if either hdfc or and disadvantages

Conflict

I am too lazy I don’t like getting up from bed and doing anything i just hate this about myself i am not motivated to exercise or study i am so tired of myself

3am Thoughts

She and I were giving each other the only thing we truly have to offer:OUR TIME. We were going to give each other the living minutes of our life ✨

Affirmations

It hurts when no body loves you at either side of your parents family from childhood it may be cousins , or their parents, they just been secretive , jealous, criticized, made fun of you, even cousins they just don't love you for yourself , they dont tell how to do this or that, when you think of all whatyou have gone through you understand how badly they treated you but still you have been nice to them, and now you have not even talking to them , the thing I am sad is that why didn't I get to know about alot of things and concentrated more on myself and did exercises making good and everything , just bcz you are not beautiful ,fat , short , seriously , how they be like that your own people? Sometimes I hate myself why I have given so much love and importance to them, now when I think about it I just regret I could have concentrated more on myself not being lazy and all but you can't go back and Change everything but hope I could change , these thoughts will be coming daily to me .. and much more...

I would go to the end of the world if I need to in order to protect Meredith ￼

So I found this safe space to run away for a while, to everything. I just want to get this off to my chest.

Back in 2015 I fell in love with words, books and poetry and in 2016 I started to write. t'was nice feeling and experience to get to know anybody at the bar where every spoken word artist gets to meet. It feels magical to have passion and everything but you know life happens and then I lost that passion and started to live in reality where the magic is set aside. Back then I loved short films, theater and indie movies, I just loved everything about what was happening behind the camera.

And I get busy but no I didn't forget the films and so on, it's just that my passion and I just drifted apart. 

Now everything I does, doesn't connect with anything that I loved back then. 

I wanna start again but  idk let's see what will happen. I wanna go YOLO but for me life doesn’t work that way. 

But you know, everything I  had right now, I didn't regret it. If I can meet the old version of myself back then, I would probably say you’ve done great. 


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