Isn’t it weird that you can have friends, but also have no friends at the same time?

3am Thoughts

Love yourself the most .the world is fake

Caregiver

not to live vicariously through others, but i wish i had a cool group of friends that i can go on road trips with and be comfortable around and talk to and not worry about whether they like me or not. I’ve had really toxic friendships in the past but i dont want that to hold me back as a person. I’m 21 so im still young and not tryna live life in a linear way, but i was also sheltered during my teen years so i feel like i have missed out on a lot of experiences growing up.

Other

I feel like I have no real friends. No one cares. 

Exhausted

Whenever I share my problems with my friends the always shut me off by saying they are busy or any other excuse. On the contrary, whenever they are feeling or messed up I am the first one the approach. I give them an ear, suggestions and do whatever best I can do but it is never reciprocal. 
When it comes to them, they will know sharing problem helps but why is it that in my case it becomes less important?

Confusion

hye,can you'll tell me why do i hate my friends rn?

Friends

Why everything feels so fake people, friends, love, trust , god? Everything fuxking thing!

Life

Hi!
I'm new to this website and just wanted to ask a quick question since I have nowhere else to go to ask it. 
Have you ever had a friend that you care about but in an odd way? I do. They're a great friend and have brung me so much happiness in the last few years that I've known them. Except there are times when they don't bring me that same happiness and I feel horrible. I hate feeling that way. Of course it's not anything that they've done or said to cause me any harm, it's usually me who's the one who get's myself into these moods. For example, yesterday she started to talk more to these friends that they and I have, they left these friends a few months back for personal reasons and now they're back trying to be friends with them again. And when they talk and have fun with them it feels like they're leaving me behind. I don't want them to be close to my friends but at the same time I kinda do. I hate feeling like this. 
Should I leave them and completely cut contact with them?

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