Is there anyone electrical student?
I want help in my studies.
I don't know even basics in electrical subject.i want to prepare for gate exam.i want guidence.

No iam in 1st year i don't want to join in any tution

College

Today very weird thing happened to me , my old bestfriend has her birthday today and as i invited to her birthday i was not knowing were we are going and just blindly trusted her and she took me too hooka bar , (were people were drinking alcohol and doing hooks ), as i am seventeen it was my first time visiting there and it feel disgusting , i don't do anything just waited for 20 mins and leave from there without saying anything , i am still processing that where i went  no offense to anyone but is it appropriate to go to such places at such tender age ?

Frustration

I was getting good response and my post got deleted? Anyone still here ?

3am Thoughts

I was in a room, surrounded by monsters. very frightful, of a hideous form. they stank like the animals in the stable. although the room was visually clean. I didn't see any animal filth, yet every time I breathed I went to puke. the walls were red. unknown how, but that color was dripping blood. it had covered all the walls and the ceiling. everywhere smelled blood, it was a very strong and heavy smell. I felt very unhappy. I felt very alone. I had no one to talk to and understand how I feel. to come with me to be my ally. to be my support. to feel me to enter my soul, to see the stars in the night sky with me. to walk on water. to cross all calm dark lakes and seas. to swim and play with the waves countless nights. on unknown shores with beaches full of fine pink and white sand. to collect shells. to feel secretly in love, without confessing to each other, what one feels for the other.

Poetry

Today I feel really sad . In the past years my dad and I never really got a long but I kept trying to build a relationship with him . He said really hurtful things to me but I always forgave because he’s the parent and I also felt guilty because I was still living in his house since I had no job .
The relationship became worse, I became depressed about it so for my mental health I started avoiding him so he wouldn’t hurt me. 
With this festive season , seeing people with their fathers made me want to try again but he’s completely ignored me and I can’t help but feel heartbroken 

Depression

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it's 5 in the morning, I can't sleep cuz I slept all day long. my father isn't very understanding of my grief. I lost my mother almost two months ago. he lost the love of his life too. both my brother and I live far from home so he's basically all alone. I can't imagine what he's going through. we all are struggling, some more than others.
the guilt is eating me up, I'm an 18-year-old who, like most teenagers, was a dick to her mother and now I don't get to fix it. it was the only thing I asked of her on her death bed: to get better so I can fix everything. time wasn't on my side and she passed that same night.
I put on a brave face in front of my family, I've always been the life of the party and I try to still be fun so they won't worry about me when really, I'm a mess and barely holding on. in college, my real life, I'm tired and exhausted, always drained. I still smile though and it's forced. whenever I actually feel happy, the following days will be from hell. I don't feel understood and therefore feel alone in my world. my brother, a very supportive and strong figure in my life, suggested I see a therapist but I know damn well what my father's response will be so I didn't even bring it up. my wires are all tangled up and I can't keep a straight thought for long: always daydreaming and zoning out in class. 
writing this, I hesitate to share it and think that maybe it'll be better if it's just in the pages of my journal. 

Loss

Just want to Know Ki Sab Kuch Karne ke Baad B like everything Kuch log Kadar Kyu Nai karte No matter what You do people dont appreciate you ever why

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