Is there any game Or any app Or any activity to have a peaceful mental health.. My mental health is disturbed alot..help me out

How to start with that id you don't have a silent surrounding and that peace around me 

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Mental Health

Few months ago I installed this app I was depressed and hopeless, after spending some time on this app I met an clumsy I_d_i_o_t, who is full of his own perception, he faced a brutal struggle in his childhood and teenage still I never saw him complaining about anything, I didn't wanted to live anymore but this guy made me understand the value of life he taught me how to deal with useless people who just wants to hurt you, today I am alive because of him, one day he disappeared, he used to say don't get attached to me i can vanish off anytime I thought he is just joking but one day he really vanished I don't know vo kaha hai kaisa hai lekin jab tak sath tha those were the best moments of my life, I am not hopeless now I am not weak now it's just I miss him 

3am Thoughts

Don't stress too much about the future
Because  "to krlega yaar" ❤️

Motivation

Why I am thinking alot about that person who doesn't even think a little bit about me.. I am trapped in my own thoughts 

Hallucination

Just thinking 

Anxiety

Life

What is the feeling when you see someone you like and your heart feels like it just spiked in its rate, what does it mean?

Confusion

well. ive been cruel to one guy for 2 years. i have avoidant attachment issues and huge problem with self-sabotage and ive left him on seen many times because i feel like i’m unlovable. i feel like if he ever truly gets to know me it will end. he will reject me, he will tell me im ugly and weird and yeah that sounds pretty scary to me. he seemed to never give up tho he chased me, reached out first many times. ive tried to talk with with him on serious topics but hes not the emotional type ig so it never really works and im left bitter. and then i make him bitter by leaving him.  i always feel guilty whenever i leave him because i never mean to nor want to ive always wanted thing to work between us but im not normal. he couldn’t love me. weve been out of contact for a month and he texted me to say hbd. i decided to apologise for all the times ive been bad to him and i told myself this time hes gonna leave me im sure. i made him give up too. but im still gonna try because i still want him and i promised myself i will not leave him. and yeah. he left me. and i think thats the end. and i feel so alone i have no one to share this with. and i know thats what i deserve. i made it this way myself. but it still hurts yk. it hurts even more. bc if he rejected me after getting to know me (im very insecure ab my body) it wouldn’t be my fault. i can’t change my body. thats me and thats what i can offer. but even with these thoughts i couldn’t bring myself to try and let him see me because rejection is too scary. and still it wouldn’t be my fault. but right now it is my fault. i made him leave me. i shouldve done what i did now a long time ago. its too late. and i cant stop crying. i know time will help but i dont really want to be myself anymore. i want to be someone else. i want to fcking disappear or at least get a lobotomy. 

Breakup

Hey everyone 
I'm new here and I hope we all would be good friends.. 
And ya after I joined thiss platform and after reading the post of u guys 
I feel so good here 
Hope we all be friends 

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