Is there a site/community where you could meet people with same major/specialty ? I want to explore my field and I always think the best way is to meet/discuss with people in the same field 

Trueeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.. even I want this!😌

Work

So, a simple question to everyone... How it feels when you are in infatuation/attraction stage of relationship ? 

Love

I feel ridiculous because I’m having such a hard time, but my soul-dog was diagnosed with cancer. He’s since started chemo and I’m trying to be positive that it will help but I feel like I’m drowning with worry. I used to feel such joy looking at his face, but now it just causes anxiety. I love him more than the world, and I know I can’t do anything beyond what I already am. I just feel like I’m at my wits end. How can I cope with his diagnosis in a better way? 

Cancer

i seriously wanna have infinity gauntlet 
i wanna wipe the entire human life 😝not just the half of it 

3am Thoughts

I was so excited about life going into November. My birthday was around the corner, holidays, New Years, and my graduation date in December. Just before all of that happened my girlfriend broke up with me and I feel so alone in life. Everything was so perfect and in a moment it all stopped. I felt so empty and alone on my birthday. The holidays alone are looking grim. I graduate in a week but I don’t feel proud of myself. She’s not going to be there loving me and smiling at me while telling me how happy she is I get to take my next steps in life. 
It just doesn’t seem fair in my head. She was with me through so many hardships in college, but for my final moment she won’t be there and that really sucks. All I want is to feel loved so I have the strength to keep pursing my dreams.
But why do I not have the same burning desire to follow my dreams myself? Why can’t I be proud of myself for enduring those hard times? I’ve been so depressed these past couple of weeks and my suicidal thoughts are increasingly frequent. Even though I know I’m going to graduate school and I’ll be following my dreams I don’t feel the desire to continue. I just feel empty inside. 


Mental Health

Life has been hard on me, i have never had the kind of supportive family that you need. Not saying that they are abusive physically but they are mentally! I lost my Mom 3 years back only person who i felt was on my side, now i just feel lonely. I do have a therapist but even that feels like a waste, because it gives me hope without the right amount of confidence or self esteem to back it up. For me any relationship requires three basic things, **Trust, Acceptance and Respect** I lack all three with my remaining family members. I do want to get out of here but am very scared since i now have started to have physical changes in my body due to continuous periods of low self esteem for a long durations and that deters me from going out, this seems like the scariest thing to do. Thoughts of existentialism prevail almost all day long. 

Emotional Abuse

So the thing I've been feeling these days is nothing...I've realized that even when the closest person had left me...it didn't hurt as much as I thought it would...I do found myself thinking about them so often but I don't want them back...I'm okay being alone it hurts less...also they've left me numb...in reality I'm rarely feeling anything...I'm not  able to cry or laugh...I feel these emotions only when I read books or watch series...only then I found myself crying over their problems amd traumas...idk what's happening with me ahh

Mood Disorder

I am considering of writing a movie about Meredith, but I’m not sure how to put it together and I don’t even know what the title of it would be. ￼

Suggest me some veryy goodd novels please(fictional)
I am 17.


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