Is their someone who is an overachiever on the inside and yet their performance in terms of marks labels them as average and below average? That shit of agonising in its own way.

Damn trueee. That's just me. And it so hurts. 

Right. But we should change for our betterment. 

Yes, it's me. It really hurts that my marks are average and below average. That shit of agonising in it's own way. But, she should try our best for betterment. All the best. 

Work

Completely down

Depression

I was good alone, Man. Independent, no expectations, busy with myself. This dependency is killing me from inside after he came to my life. In 15 days we are marrying and I am very very scared, how would I survive. He is such a late replier. I hate that waiting period. He is sweet n all but this time difference and distance. I am really scared of my future, being him in my life and my growth journey has reversed it seems. All this marriage prep has to tired me up. I don't even know if I am ready for marriage. I was good alone, mannnn, on my personal growth journey 😖

Long Distance Relationship

My fifth song! Nobody listened to it till now! I wrote it on 24th September... Wanna singg🙂🥺

Music

A good heart never gets loved ; it gets used 💔

3am Thoughts

I am 16..and I am preparing for a competitive exam.Lately I have been feeling as if there is nothing to do even though I do have a huge pile of work.i feel as if I will never be happy in life..and I just want it to end..I want everything to end..but I know it's not possible I have to go through this process to reach my goal..but why do I feel this way...I also feel extremely irritated by anyone who tries to talk to me..I don't even know what should I call this..is this just a phase or am I overreacting 

I have exams soon and no matter how much I study I can't recall anything. Is something wrong with me?

Books

Sometimes to get back in track is so hard....especially when u realise lately u r offtrack

Dreams

Why do I think you’re more interesting than me? You did bad things and you’ve payed the price but I still feel like your better. It’s not a competition and I know that and it was hard I know that but why are you more special than me? What if I did the same thing? Would I get the same treatment? Would I finally feel like I’m not that rubber stamp good kid? Would mom and dad finally aknowledge my mental health? Get me help instead of saying that I seem fine? Because I’m not. Some times even when it’s a good day I cry because you were and will always be better. That people will look back and say ‘wow she’s really become a great person’ am I less impressive because I cant bring myself to do it no matter how much the intrusive thoughts persist? Maybe it’s just me. Maybe it’s all in my head but I still can’t help but long to be acknowledged as important no matter how many missing assignments I have. Because I do try.

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