Is it wrong to break apart with an extreme controlling and judging person because of their fear of trusting and abandonment? I tried doing whatever I could to make them trust me but they never even tried trusting me once. And it drained my mental health and I have now completely changed as a person. What do you guys think? 

Yes you can maintain a distance if the person is hurting you. You did right. Although one can't gauge with these things

Breakup

Good morning today I just wanted to ask you how do I stop getting dependent on someone. Means subconsciously I know I m getting dependent its my starting stage you can say so I know that I m doing it wrong and it gonna hurt me in future so how do I stop it now.?

3am Thoughts

You didn’t go through all that for nothing. There’s always a lesson. Always ❤️

Life

Tired of toxicity ..... wishing to commit suicide 

Stuck with my thoughts again !!!!


Exhausted

Tell me your darkest secrets that no one knows about, stay anonymous!

Society

**Enjoying the Perks of an abusive marriage**

What do I say, yay, I married.
I married a man who loves me, loves seeing me weep; loves instilling fear and pain.
Yes, sir, I married for love they must say.
Did you know I married out of fear?

Fear that I would be beaten to death if I uttered a word otherwise. 

Yes, I married a man who loves me. He loves showing me how imperfect I am, how he did a favor by marrying me cause otherwise no1 ever could, no1 ever would. 
Sir. I married a man who is no doubt the strongest; cause he is the only one with who ever dared slap me so hard. I bled for days. 

I am enjoying the perks of being married to an abusive man, cause he always tells you how wrong you are. How you are fit for nothing. You are not allowed to weep or cry or wither or share the slightest form of unhappiness. Cause if you did, he would give you more reasons to hurt, hurt so much that you wish you were dead. 

That’s how being married to such man is like. I used to write and sketch and draw. My get away, my solace. But he walked right in, ridiculing everything. Commenting on how vulgar and thoughtless they are. Saying how I should stop thinking, cause all my mind does is negative. 

I can’t be right in anything; if I were, it is only truly because of his or his family’s graciousness to let me be right or do it themselves. I can’t do a thing anymore. You know why? Yes sir, you guessed it right. Cause I am always going to be wrong and unworthy. 

My breathe bothers him so much, yet he doesn’t want me dead. 

How I am alive, alive pretending to be happy all over again. Cause that’s what I do best. Live a lie. 
Nobody is supposed to read this, cause if they do. He will kill me or beat me so bad and abuse me so well, that I wish for death. 

That’s another thing you know, death. I have wished for it so many times. So many times than I can even count. I was full of life once; I no longer remember. 
I trust in people and if they fail me; it is my fault he says. He never stops. 
I trusted him, I chose him. I couldn’t get much wrong. 

I am a woman, incapable of living by myself or even earning or happiness. It’s a man who completes me.  I should be lucky to have such a loving husband they all say. 

I wish if only people saw how unhappy I am. 

Marriage

Note to self - never get angry 😞

Other

Hey everyone,
What is the one thing that is helping you stay positive in Pandemic? 
Could be your friends, family and many more! 


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