Is it wrong if I feel uncomfortable around people and freak out at times due to the abuse I dealt with.

No it's not wrong at all. Try to share it with ppl you trust it will help you a lot. 

3am Thoughts

i love the way you look away when i look at you😅

Mindfulness

This morning I woke up thinking, when we're alive, so much of our time is spent on thinking about how we feel, what we do, but at the end, we're ultimately going to die, right? Who made us? Why? What is the purpose? What's the catch? Why do we feel? Or think? Or resent? Or believe? If life has a deeper meaning to it, how would anyone know? And if not, then does anything ever have a meaning? 

Life

I feel like k¡||¡ng myself 

Exhausted 😞
  I feel like I want ran away and leave everything behind.. n start over again.. I am tired of my life I wanna be myself I am done pleasing everyone I wanna live the way I want.

Social Anxiety

I graduated as a doctor about 2 weeks back and just this Sunday I had my first 24hour emergency shift. It was horrible. I failed at every procedure I had to do and had to get a senior to do them. I got a needle stick Injury, and was panicking and running around alone to get the right medicines to protect myself from getting Hiv. Then again at night I think I pricked myself but didn't tell anyone because I'd already taken the medicine and it wasn't as bad. It's been 1.5 days and I feel incompetent, embarassed and have extremely scared. What if I don't get the procedures right? What if I prick myself again? How am I going to manage when I'm alone? I have another shift tomorrow and thereafter one 24 hour shift every week. I haven't slept properly since the incident. Having terrible nightmares and crippling anxiety. Feel like quitting and running away. 

Anxiety

I am scared

Do you ever feel like you cant talk to anyone? Even though you know that there are people you can text or call? Like those friends or family members won't understand what's going on in your head. Which leads you to keep everything bottled up inside? You become numb. Fake smiles, fake laughs. The "I'm good how are you?" response is so natural because its a script. lol it almost feels normal. 

Mental Wellbeing

simple ques for everyone, how did it feel when you were in attraction\infatuation stage of relationship? well, you can write long paras..

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