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Anonymous

Is it wrong for me to move on so easily…?
I was going through some stuff and I wanted a way out…I wanted to talk to someone who I would never meet cause sharing feeling with some who I would meet everyday was really scary…so I decided to text this guy on IG…we were actually classmates in our second grade…when I introduced myself to him in ig…he didn’t remember me at all and I actually felt relieved…we became good friends…he considered me as his best friend…but I wasn’t really able to open up to him too but I liked talking to him cause it was like a escape from my life…we talked almost everyday for around 2 years…and somewhere he caught feeling for me…I knew about it but as I didn’t have any feeling of that kind towards him I just acted like I didn’t know how he felt… during this 2 years we never ever met once…and then we got into a fight I didn’t talk for a month or so…I knew he wanted me to text him first but I didn’t cause I was really hurt…but then I realized that I kind off missed him…note that I have never every in my life missed anyone ever so i thought I liked him too…and one day I finally texted him to confess my feelings but he did it first I was really happy and i confessed too…I didn’t want to directly go into a relationship cause it wasn’t long since I realized that I liked him and wasn’t actually able to imagine him that way so I suggest that we talk it slow and instead of jumping straight into a relationship how about know each openly first…like how about we date first…he said okay but then I had this feeling of guilt always…he was able to express his emotions so openly and they were just so heavy for me as I was not used to dealing with such feelings…and one day when he said that he loved me I didn’t feel the butterflies in stomach but instead felt a pit of guilt fill in and I really felt like shit…I tried to reply with at least an hart emoji but it felt so wrong and then I knew I didn’t like him anymore…I felt so bad that even when I am receiving so much love I can’t love him back and constantly felt like I was using him for passing my time…I felt like shit…how could I do something like this to someone…I finally broke up with him just after a month of us dating…I could tell he was totally broken and I knew I was the reason for that…just because of my momentary feeling I broke someone so bad…I thought I could still be friends with him but that too felt so wrong…after what I did I felt like it was best for him to have me out of him life…and also cause…I felt a kind of relief fill in me…and I felt so guilty for that…I couldn’t possibly be able to be friends after everything…i blocked him everywhere…and the worst part is I got over him so easily…the guilt of breaking a innocent heart was there but I didn’t regret what I did…I don’t regret what I did… only thing is how am I so heartless that I was able to forget our 2 years of friendship so easily…how can I be so cold…

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Thesilentbuddha @jot

If u still have feelings for him…confront him…n let him knw…n if u want to move on which u already did…den jus chill n relax…:)

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Anonymous

But the guilt is still there

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Thesilentbuddha @jot

U want to apologies…??

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Anonymous

I did he forgave me too but the guilt is still there tho less from before but it’s still there

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Thesilentbuddha @jot

Now its just u…who needs to forgive yourself…:)

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Anonymous

How do I do that?

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Thesilentbuddha @jot

by never again hurt your or anyone’s feeling again…

N give urself time now…everything gonna be jus fine…:)

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Anonymous

Dude…he just tried calling me…I mean I blocked his number and I got a notification that one called was blocked by him…I don’t want to talk to him but I want to be done with this feeling of guilt but If I just talk to become I want to be done with this guilt it would be like I am using him again…

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Thesilentbuddha @jot

Pehle to usse baat karne se tum usey use kaise kar rhe ho…is baat ko apne dimaag se nikalo…

N secondly agar wo sab jaante hue bhi baat karna chah rha hai to apko guilt consious nhi hona chahiye…

Talk to him…n trust me ap itne bhi bure nhi jitna apne apne apko maan liya hai

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Anonymous

It’s not about if I’m nice or not…it’s about me being me and knowing that my actions will hurt someone and still doing it anyway and get over it so fast but still have the authority to feel guilty… is what is bothering be since a whole year…

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Anonymous

I really need you right now please reply…

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Anonymous

Its all in ur head…jus move on…

Talk to him

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Thesilentbuddha @jot

I think ur over reaction to the situation is more bothering u…!!

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Thesilentbuddha @jot

M wid u only…!!

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Anonymous

I had the same feeling…ig I just wanted to hear it from someone…

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Thesilentbuddha @jot

Dnt u wrry at all…everythin gonna be jus fine…

Wanna share smthin…??

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Anonymous

I will talk to him once my exams are over…if I talk to him now my thoughts will be all over the place and I won’t be able to concentrate… thanks for being there for me

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Thesilentbuddha @jot

Dnt wry at all…m always dere for u buddy…:)

All d very best for ur exam…

N in future also if u need jus ping me on this thread…:)

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Anonymous

Sure😭 thank you💗

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Thesilentbuddha @jot

Crying emoji…???

U fine na buddy…??

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