Is it weird that I always love day dreaming? Every hour I day dream something or someone. Sometimes I create my world inside my brain and yeah sometimes when no one is around I do role play and talking to myself.

Not weird at all, I think everyone does it 🤔

Delusion

Once i had a best friend! 
When we were in our first year she used to text me daily, she used to talk me everyday, she used to fight with me and she made me feel more special. 
But idk what happened she started ignoring me... Whenever i text her she is just giving cold responses.. 
I asked her so she just changed topic i thought may be she is dealing with something so i tried to find but there is nothing.. 
Idk what to do now.. 

Friends

It has been so long since I wrote here. So many of you kind souls helped me get through the most difficult time of my life. I just wanted to update and came back here to share that I am doing much better now. Meeting new people and creating new memories. Seeing things in better light now. I was a broken mess a few months ago and not that I am completely healed but turning into a stronger being now. This is a reminder to anyone who is going through a tough time - 
Trust me it will pass and you will get through it. 
Talk to people who adds positivity in your life. 
Take therapy if there is need. 
Don't be scared of love.
The ups and downs of life makes you realize that you are a human. How you deal with those is your decision.
You have the choice of turning it around for yourself and your loved ones.
Be kind to yourself and practice love & compassion towards everyone. We need that now more than ever.

Love

Some people can't change no matter what happens!! 

Stress

I don't know how families are..but is it normal for family to insult each other... should not they support you and not invalidate you..

3am Thoughts

I really wanted a friend that is always there but I know that a "friend" is not always there by our side, My "old" friends didn't talk to me and actually I can feel how they get bored all the time when they are with me. And I tried being alone all the time but it always makes me sad that there is no one who understands me.


Anxiety

I feel very lonely 

Lonely

Hey, I woke up crying today. The guy that have been in love with my whole life told me a couple of days ago he did not want a relationship with me.  We have been friends for almost close to 20 years. And this is not the first time he told me this but it hurts like the first time. I really want to move on from this and never look back. I feel like  he said things that made me feel that one day we were going to actually try to make things work but lately he had been acting like he was trying to push me away. And when I finally poured my heart out to him he shut me down like he always do. He said he wasn't ready. And I should have expected that but it hurts so bad to hear those words come out his mouth. This time it hurts in a different way. I dont know if it's because we are older or the fact that I feel like no one wants me. I have had relationships with guys but I always compare them to him. I just want to get pass this so I can stop crying.

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