is it possible for a doctor to come to know if you have taken an ipill thru any test .

Oh okay but like I have taken only one pill that also on 2 jan ? Yet will it be seen 

Abortion

Anyone who read Psychology of money ?

3am Thoughts

Today can’t get worse …. I had an exam today and it was fucked up … I studied so hard for the past one month and this is all tat I get  I am so not satisfied… it weighing upon my heart . I gave it all and studied but in the   End I messed up questions I never very well as well .  I didn’t expect this to happen….. I wish I could say if I studied better I would have done a better  job if I have studied better but this was the best I could do……. I don’t feel like crying but it’s suffocating….. I kind offf wish my parents had tat kind to faith in me and told u would have done better don’t worry but instead both of them asked me if I was gonna fail ….. I understand tat they think I’m fucking dumb they can atleast act like they care…. These are the times in my life I wish I had someone atleast encouraging me , it makes me wonder I’m expecting tooo much 

Anxiety

Is Canada worth going or not

Anyone a gynac here?

Don't I deserve a second chance? Am I that bad? I realized my mistake and want to work on them but my own parents aren't allowing me to do so. I wasn't into medical preparation I never realised the competition, and I didn't study I agree but now that I want to crack the exam they are forcing me not to take a drop. But I know I didn't study and this year I can't clear it, and I just want a first and last chance to prove myself. They aren't agreeing with this too. My father said I made his life living hell, just because I didn't do well in the exams, and somewhere I know it's my fault but if I study I can crack these exams I know my potential. But now I just can't handle their behavior, idk what to do, how to convince them for a drop year, they are so rigid. It hurts. 

I just feel ashamed when my mom offers me food or anything while I m studying because I feel I don't deserve that as I left my job couple of moths back for my higher studies and I failed to crack entrance test to university and me dumb guy is living my life on my father's money like I don't deserve this living, this food, this care from my parents I just want to get out and get in some college to complete my higher studies but I don't want to compromise for small college I failed at one exam I have 4 remaining even If I crack one out of that I will be at a good position but....... I m not confident about that I feel damm ashamed when I eat food at home what should I do...

It all started in 2019, I left my job as a chemical engineer and started a new journey towards learning data science. I joined an institute for training and it lasted for 8 months and from that point, I am jobless.  It's not like I did not work hard for it, I did all I could and I also made few mistakes out of good intentions for myself. 
After every job interview, they said that I cannot get this job because I am from a chemical background.
I have been failing for more than 2 years now and I feel like I should quit and try something else, I am thinking of doing Mtech in Chemical engineering. 
When I told my parents about this they think I am just being a loser and I am failing because I quit too soon, I don't think that trying for 2 years straight and then quitting is too soon. 
I am so depressed that I play PC games the whole day and I do not feel like going out and meeting my relatives and friends. 
I am not able to make eye contact with my parents, I am losing my respect in their eyes. 
I am 25 and I feel like everyone is going ahead of me and I am lacking behind. I feel like if I talked about this with my relatives and friends, instead of helping me they will judge me and spread a false rumour about me(I have few relatives who spread false rumours and they love to talk about other's failure all the time).
I really need someone to express this feeling all out. 


Failure

Can someone tell me more about Hysterectomy? My doctor has suggested me removal of my fallopian tubes due to chronic pelvic pain.

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