Is it normal to feel less kinder as we grow up? like you are starting to feel numb and care less about your surroundings? am I the only one or is there something wrong with me?

I hv been hvg a series of badluck in my life. Im worried i might breakdown soon. Im trying to motivate mysf to stay alive and keep fighting. I dunno what to do! I cnt even tell ppl around me about whats hapoening. 1 event after another. Im scared ppl will judge fr things thats been happening. As far as i know all the while i hv done thing with the intention to do good. But i feel like my own plans backfire me n end up im getting in trouble.

Hey !!!
Just wanna  let lot my feelings ...
What I'm feeling these days ....
Sometimes im reckless and sometimes lazy 
Sometimes wasting time on internet and sometimes so focused ...
Sometimes feeling miserable 
And sometimes Happy 


Really don't know what going on ...
REALLY CAN'T TELL WHAT UP WITH ME 

But it's sucking every bit of my energy and mental state ....

I'm not sure  if you all understand me ....
COZ RIGHT NOW I CAN'T UNDERSTAND MYSELF ..... 😶😶


PS: FEELINGS MESSED UP IN REALLY BAD WAY...



Peer Pressure

I feel like I'm running after someone who just doesn't care about me...

Lonely

when you feel yourself missing someone who lives far away, think of the moon. despite being thousands of miles apart, you're closer than you think, you look up at the same moon at night.

when you feel lost and uncertain and confused, think of the moon. it's the same moon you used to look up to with hopeful eyes when you were just a little kid. it has never changed.

when you feel scared of the future & of time passing, think of the moon. when you're 80 years old, you'll look up at the same moon you saw tonight, with teary eyes, so proud you kept going, so thankful for the life you have lived.

and when you think you have nothing left, you still have the moon.

Keep going never give up!!

Life

Things get better with time.

Psychology

i keep telling myself that everything’s gonna be okay and things will get better, but nothing has gotten better and it never will. I’ve heard it from a lot of people and it never happened.

I just wanna talk about my OCD. If anyone who is going through the same or understands it. I would love to have a talk.

Relationships

I feel paralyzed/broken though I have well-working hands and legs; what is my life.. living in constant fear, going crazy, and unable to make things right.. just tears rolling down my eyes.. probably that's the only thing that is coming outright. 

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