is it just me, or is it normal to have this feeling of no motivation to do anything (not even bathing, and doing ur hobbies). this feeling when every time something bad happens u just drag the day and do all kind of unproductive things

 its called depression my friend. Stay strong and reach out to get help. 

Conflict

I'm exhausted. There's just so much I want to say and express but I fear I'll be ignored. I lost 2 of best friends and 1 friend who was like a brother to me. Things will never be the same again and it's been so many years since the incident that I have completely shut myself down and stopped caring about everything in life. 
I understand what's wrong and I know what to do but I just can't do it.
I feel exhausted now especially talking about it and just thinking it. Over 5 years since everything started and ended. I still can't bring myself to have a peace of mind.

Relationships

I hate being so sensitive. I feel like evert time I get told something bad or I get any comments i fall back into tears, which then makes it even worse cuz then I get told that I'm just being manipulative. And sometimes I feel like I do manipulate when I cry and makes it all 10 times worse, I hate it
I wish that I didn't cry, I wish that I didn't take things to heart and I wish I could just lock all of my stupid emotions out and never use them again. I don't want to vent to anyone about this, cuz I feel like it makes it even worse. Stupid 

3am Thoughts

I'm falling down, with a mental breakdown can't decide what to do please let me know if anyone can help with some thing

Anxiety

I’ve really been feeling isolated and unmotivated these past three days… I think this is my depression phase because of winter and all. Sometime I really question my existence, I even think of suicidal thoughts. Last year, I was really this close to take as many pills I want and to d!e by overdose. I know it’s really messed up. I really want to commit but also scared. I still want to live further…I just want someone who understands my pain. I’ve actually been to a psychiatrist but I don’t really like how it goes. Just sharing with you guys, right now my mom keeps helping me through this loneliness. I am actually thankful to spend another year. To anyone who has been experiencing this, it’s not worth it. Trust me ending the pain is not the solution. Open up to someone please.

Will i ever be happy? It seems that everything just so empty. I am confused with my own feelings. I feel trapped inside this cage. I thought i used to be a cheerful girl and now i keep hiding behind this smiling face. The worst of all is just i dont understand myself anymore. Am i even feel sad if i dont shed tears?



I'm 14 y/o soon gonna be 15 and feeling like missing out everything due to my awful communication skills. Idk I was always so lonely and had no friends to talk to but lately due to the coronavirus, I'm just sad the whole time. I'm trying to feel happier through watching my fav series which is Skam, but it just makes me lonelier. I don't know what to do anymore and am so scared of the future and get so stressed about it even tho I'm so young. 
I don't know how to explain this, but I'm kinda imagining another "me" in my mind, which has everything i dont, friends, a family which has time and a bunch of talents. I daydream about the happier "me" in my mind the whole time and I honestly don't know if I'm just getting absolutely crazy due to this lonelieness. 

Lonely

Could there be a sadder ending eh??

I get distant when I am mad at myself, Sometimes I don't know how to feel because I don't like emotions. I hate romance but I stay for the moments. I don't even know where my mind is trying to go.I don't fall fast but when I do I always hold on for just that little bit too long that I get hurt more than I would have. I barely even say anything and SOMEONE always has a story that they'll twist up and make me the bad guy if I say anything to defend myself I'll probably make it worse. 
I feel like if I told anyone they would listen but wouldn’t care or just think I am attention seeking…  I am sick of Being thrown under the bus when All I do is help everyone with everything and anything. I am sick of having rumours started about me when they are nothing but fake and irrelevant. I am sick of having people hating me for no reason whatsoever. 
I like it when people vent to me and ask for help because I love helping people and seeing people get all of that stress off their shoulders,  I know what it is like to hide your problems so long and have to fake your ok and you are fine, It is the hardest thing to do to act ok when you are crumbling away on the inside… I love it when people vent out to me because I can see that they are so much better once they have gotten it all off their chest. I only listen to people because I can see how big of a change it makes in their life to be able to have that much stress taken off their shoulders, and because when I hear other people whinge It makes me forget about my own mental health and it distracts me from the rest of my life.
I am running out of room to cut on my thighs… I am running out of room in my head to think… I am running out of room in my heart to give… I am running out of mind to give… I am running out of love to spread…


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