is it alright?

i want my ex back, really. so i hired someone to do the ritual and spells so that we have comeback

Breakup

I am at moms place since me and my husband had a fight over a silly thing and I left the house he didn’t even try to stop me. He hasn’t tried to contact me since then I am completely out of my routine. He is completely into his routine like going to gym work friends etc. I was undergoing physiotherapy treatment there which was supposed to continue for 1 more month that also has been left mid way and he is not bothered about anything. What should I do should I wait or come to some decision? They are typical Marwari family they must be expecting me and my parents will go to them and apologise for no reason and say please please I come from punjabi family and my parents are totally against this shit like saying sorry for mistakes I haven’t done. This is story since last 10 years. Looking for genuine advice. 

Divorce

I just joined a new college and met a boy..he used to come with his friend as a excuse to meet me ..he became friends with me and then confessed that he has feelings for me ...he took too much care for me and waited for me till I move on from my past ...he said he ll never leave me if I ll be with him ..he used to come to meet me everyday..he never misbehaved or touched me ...and he respected me too much that I just fell for him ..like he was a gentleman I just fell in love ...and the moment I started having feelings he suddenly stopped talking to me ...and i never knew what was the reason...he blocked me afterwards because I was spamming him and asking about t have he been acting like this ...then now after almost 2 months he unblocked me and asked why can't we be friends..I just feel to horrible..I like that guy so much...will I ever get him again to love me ??

3am Thoughts

Six months ago I and my boyfriend had a breakup and he left me without a reason and when i asked for the reason he said that he dont deserve me. But now he came back and asked that can we be friends but I really dont want to be his friend because I cant hide my feelings for him. But my question is why should he come back, he left me because he dont want me right? Then why did he came back and he also know that I still love him...😔

Hii everyone I hope you're doing good.... Well I don't know how I am feeling and what should I be feeling that's why I am here...... So here's my story please help me I need your advice....... I met a guy last year he became my best friend then I fell hard for him then we had almost had sex..... But here's the details he became my best friend I told him everything he told me everything I became his comfort zone his safe place well he says that he's the most authentic and vulnerable version of him when he's with me he said he want family with me he will marry me and he loves me but he hurted me a lot he body shamed me he blamed me for not being there for him whenever he was sad well he used to fight with me then he used to say mean and hurtful things to me then I used to switch off my phone then when wasn't able to reach out he started to blame.......he knows that I love him a lot but says he's not ready for relationship for the commitment but there's no one and never will be........he used to chat with my other friends whenever I am not with him I know it's wrong but I feel kind of betrayed by him whenever he does that then when I was totally broken and decided to leave from his life forever he asked to meet one last time for all the answers I always wanted to hear but all we did there was sex....... Well now I don't regret that completely because I gave my everything my heart my soul and my body to him there's nothing more I can give other than life which I can also give him happily but when I kissed him for the first time I didn't felt anything I felt nothing but I loved him that day with all my heart I showed him my flaws, my insecurities to him I poured my love so I don't regret it completely but I said he has feelings for me but he don't love me.... But he's scared of loosing me he sincerely cares for me...I know that, I am important in his life of know but he says he don't love me then what's all this I don't know what's going to happen I am confused I have to take a decision but I don't know what to do please if can give me your advice I'll be very thankful I love him a lot but I can't force him to love me back but then why all caring and possessive feeling he shows why all miss yous and love yous why he says he can't live without me why whenever I think everything's over he comes back please help me

Dreams

So yesterday a friend from high school text me out of nowhere (we weren’t that close and   we didn’t really talk for a year) and when I replied he didn’t continue the conversation.. what do you guys think? 

After being alone my whole life I found my first true friend that eventually became my boyfriend. He could literally read my eyes. He was the only person that had my back in this new city. My friend, my boyfriend, my family he played each role for me. He could never even think of hurting me. He did so much for me that I could barely do for him. He never told me No for anything, he was the person who used to take care of my little little things and remember each minute detail of what I told him. We started dating in August 2021 he literally was the perfect person I ever had and most importantly I could trust despite having serious trust issues and high emotional instability. He calmly handled my every mood. It is always said that trust the actions not the words so I did trusted the actions and thought I found my man.

But the things are changing on his part he says he has problems in his life so he is unable to give his 100%. But the fact is Even I suffer from my problems and tried not to mention them so I don't put my stress on him. One day I needed him in my lows I needed him just to be with me and he showed up for a certain time in which he ate his food without bothering that his girlfriend hasn't eaten since morning and he went back . When I told him that I needed him at that time and I already told him that he has to be with me I am feeling very low. When I confronted him he said that I should understand his problem and it's my fault . But I don't find him like this in front of others. He is the same with them that he used to be before. He said that he can't take care of me 24×7. And that I could leave him if I want. He come to meet me and then boasts like he has did such a great thing by meeting me. But I think he should meet me because he wanted me too.He is changed now and he doesn't accept this.  I don't know what to do? I explain him my feelings so he could know how much all this hurts me . He bothers for a second next time he is doing the same. He clearly says that he can't handle my moods my attention seeking attitude and can't give all this he can't be the way he earlier was and if I want to leave him for this then I should.

 



My boyfriend thinks I don't love him enough just because i can't pick up his phone all the times. We are students and my family don't know about him so i can't pick up his call EVERYTIME but i pick up and talk to him whenever i can.. and he also don't understand this and used to call me 5-6 times a day either to bring me online on WhatsApp or to talk for 1-2 hours. 
He once said to me that he loves his brother (brothers type of love) more than me because if any emergency happens his brother will come all way from Baroda not me. He even said that if his brother will say him not to marry me, he'll not marry. 
IDK am i that bad and non worthy that he'll take his brother permission to marry me or not? 

If a man is paying for you. He is in control of you.... Make your own money sis.. 

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