Is it a bad thing to not be able to open up to family and friends about how you truly feel?

Frustration

I cut myself…..

Body Dysmorphia

I want to stop getting attached to people. And then someone came and say that they would never leave me ... And then like every other they leave.

3am Thoughts

Whats the defination of beauty in your language....?

Personal Growth

Even if you had everything you wanted, would that still be enough for you to want to exist

I’ve been feeling weird lately….. alone ? I’m not sure it’s just frustrating and sad but it’s whatever idk 

I feel terrible abt my body
I want to get smaller and smaller
I want to weigh like 48kgs
Get it down to 21 inches around the waist and get slim arms and less thick thighs 
Rn I have healthy measurements 
I weight 56kgs ( gained it thru muscle mass)
24 inches on non bloated days 
But it isn’t enough
I hate my arms my legs
My stomach could be smaller
I could be taller and slimmer 
Why why
It just bother me so much
Since I already went thru the major ED stage I’m not dieting till I’m 20+ cus I don’t want to hinder my growth
So once I hit 20 I’m going to aim for dropping 8kgs and totally slim down
Fat off but if I
Don’t kms cus of other stuff during the time then that’s what I want to
Do
I  have to do it
I have to
If I don’t I don’t think
I can take it

Body image

I had a boyfriend; in fact, he was my high school crush. I assumed it would change with time, even if we both date different people, but after my recent breakup, I broke down. I don't know what I'm doing, I just don't want to live, but then my high school crush enters my life. Slowly, I got closer to him. He used to be a good person, but now he drinks a lot. He cares about me, yet he never wants to change his drinking buddies. I'm at a loss for what to do because I feel like I made a mistake in choosing him as my life partner :)

Confusion

I do know that I overthink a lot but sometimes I feel like my heartbeat just escalates and I start feeling nervous and anxious for no reason. Like my body in fight or flight mode. I do try meditation and breathing exercises but I feel like they don't do much or am I just doing it wrong? What do I do.

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