Is being too vulnerable with people good or bad? Like i am vulnerable with my friends who are not that vulnerable,like they are introverted more than me. Sometimes i feel like a fool when they don't respond with same energy.. is it me who's wrong here?
Please would like honest perspectives

Yeah true then should I keep them in a safe zone where we have safe convo and interactions or I should stay like this only?

How to know someone's trustworthy or not?

I have become this vulnerable nowadays so much so that I avoid speaking to people and meeting them. 

It's good with trustworthy persons and not with everyone

3am Thoughts

Umm, felling bit overwhelmed. Yeah!

Stress

I wish to escape this life was easier

Failure

Running is the greatest metaphor for life because you get out of it what you put into it.

Life

Feeling very crap at the moment. I am someone who has everything a human can need. A caring family, some close friends and a well paying job. I like my job too most of the time. I used to see this guy who was a part of my friend group. It was fun an exciting but I could never connect emotionally. He broke up with me recently saying he is in love with his ex. I was devastated but got better in 2 weeks. 
But somehow I keep daydreaming about a life that is exciting in a different country with a guy I cannot have(not my ex). If I hate my life so much why don’t I have the motivation to change it? I’m not even sure if I even hate my life. I experience frequent highs and lows. And I’m not sure of the reason. But I do hate living life this way with extreme emotions 

So I don’t know how this place works but maybe I can just use it to speak my thoughts into the world and feel better to get it out of my system. 

I have had a really rough time the last 3 years. It’s been three years since I moved back home, 3 years since I left the worst most abusive toxic relationship I had ever been in. 3 years of trying to find myself of trying to convince myself at my age there’s still hope and I won’t be alone forever. That’s a really really REALLY hard thing to do? Have you ever found yourself almost 40 alone? Alone with no friends with no significant other and living back at home? Welcome to my world. 

Depression

I am fighting with almost every problem from last five years, temporal, financial, mental, physical.  Don't know, I do everything, every time I also fight with the situation, but now I am not able to dare this time, don't know why now it seems that I stop, whatever will happen will be seen, now it seems that God should call me.  I never gave up, got cheated by my own people, even then I stood up, got drunk, gambled everything, then left it, saw my loved ones go away, still fought, suffered humiliation, still fought, but can't do it now.  Perhaps this is the end of my story and anyway the end is the beginning. I m  just 28 years old .. This time i can't ..dont know why.

I felt so much that I started to feel nothing….

End of anything
Is the start of new things...

Some stories are supposed to  end
So that new stories can begin..

But if you choose to stay at the story that has already ended,it won't change anything...



- Queen 👑

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