Hey!
Hi…im unable to sleep. Thoughts crowding my mind… i can’t be me at home…at my parents house.
Do you mind telling… what exactly are the thoughts that are bothering you… and why can’t you be at home?
I can imagine my boyfriend married to someone else which he is getting into an arranged. I can see him online. I can’t stop thinking of him. Yes I am feeling angry.hurt and jealous. He didn’t take a stand n so easily replaced things with someone else. Shared our space with someone else.
People are weird.
It’s strange how people are.my family keeps bothering me.my space. I don’t want to be disciplined .I want to be left alone for sometime.they won’t understand. I can’t cry. There’s a time table in the house. I don’t want the labels. Lazy. Careless. Irresponsible. I want to sleep the entire. Binge on Netflix all day n night
But I have to live as per their rules.
I want to keep my thoughts at bay n not feel them n they are triggering me.
Being controlling n judgemental
I’m sorry that you’re caught up with all these thoughts. But honestly there’s nothing we can do about people who willingly just choose to leave us, they are just ungrateful. It’s painful but at some point we’ve to decide to move on.
I guess I can relate to this on so many levels.
The words move on let go triggers me. Puts me in a panick mode.
U feel sick n alone to death n abandoned.
I*
How heartless ppl are n can be… Easily cleaning the slate and replacing things…
Wow
I feel like being in nature at this moment b not confined to my walls in the house. Want to stare at the sky n stars feel the earth. Not stare at the ceiling.
I am sorry for using those words! I didn’t mean to put it that way… but sweetheart, when love ends, it leaves us with this unbearable pain which is harsh. You have definitely invested yourself in this relationship and I must hurt to see things fall apart. If you think the guy is equally interested and invested, you two can talk things out.
Also, I’m was in exact situation last year… I’ve dated this guy for 6 years and then he decided to let the relationship go. I have been through a real rough phase… it hurt so bad I thought I’d die. But then, I had to push myself and heal. We can’t keep our lives in Hand of one person… especially not someone who doesn’t care.
I guess I feel what you’re saying. Situation is too bad to even suggest going out. But if possible at least go out of the house… take walks in lawn… give yourself what you need and what you most definitely deserve.
We can’t talk things.he says he can’t go against his family’s will. His family comes before than anyone else. The family choose the girl for him. He did speak to home about us but things turned around he said and he can’t do anything. He doesn’t want to go against the family.
How can men be as such?
Do such men exist everywhere?
People are so weird and Strange aye.
Then I guess it’s time to come to reality and stop living in denial… and actually choose yourself and heal.
