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3am Thoughts

Anyone up for a party on Christmas.
I am from Delhi. 

Now&Me Activities

Are Yar man kartha ye suicide karlu 

Self Harm

hey someone helps me in speaking english, i get nervous while speaking english it gonna a
ffecting me on my presentation. . 

Depression

You shouldn't settle for less, because I think you deserve the best. 

u see i hsve 3 people who other than my cousins know that i like people from m gender
one is a far away friend whom i call and dump all my feelings on but i have started to avoid talking to her as much as i can since i feel it is utterl unfair to her but she is so positive that she does not mind anything

the other is a guy who after speaking with a few times started to get disgusted my me
but still acts like a friend
  
the third is a girl who knows of all my crushes at our campus but started ignoring me and yes i do dump everything on campus on her when we meet occasionally

i donno what to do

m cousins have no comments when i talk to them about this including my own brother

what am i supposed to do

I got to know this guy from a dating app. I wanted to take things slow but he was very sure about dating me he assured me he will handle everything and insisted me to give it a try. So We started to date and dated for 9 days and all of a sudden he ghosted. He said his result for some exam he had given is out and he hasn't made it. Since then he stopped calling or messaging and started ignoring me. I tried to meet him to understand his situation but he isn't even meeting. He is talking to me all rude. And he is blaming me for his behavior. He replies to my text after 2-3 days never return/picks my calls and give any excuse like he isn't well or had slept. Does these signs means he is no more interested in me? I feel like I don't hold any value in his life and he is treating me as an option. Also I feel I dnt deserve this kind of ignorance and behavior. I get invested into relationships which eventually hurts me. Sometimes I feel I should become cold about loving people in my life. Or I should give up on dating as people nowadays opt to leave rather than solving issues. 

Anxiety

I need a gf who loves or trust me

Long Distance Relationship

Like to get connected

Hey people from all over what's up I hope doin well and being safe if anyone wants to get connected with me like in person they can just what to build a good people references and good network. By my professional I am a stock trader and also run my Academy this is about me . Would appreciate from your end too😉👍

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