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Chalo isi haal mein din khatam hua, per kal subah phir dil e umeed intezar mein laga hoga

Irony of life 

Intezar chhod or kam pr de dhyan 
Or fir use samaj aayegi Teri kadra or tera khyal!

3am Thoughts

Any tips to quit smoking. I have tried earlier but failed everytime. Infact I keep getting more addicted to smoking and drinking.

Addiction

Hello, it's my first time here...
Ummm...I want some advice, so I like this guy in my school.
we talk sometimes but mostly about school-related.
I want to tell him that I like him but I don't know how?
Does anyone have any advice on how to confess?


Crush

I can’t seem to get myself to do anything nowadays. I just stare at my phone and sleep all day. Even things that are important, like final exams and diploma work, I don’t do. I want to finish them, but the thought of studying or working makes me feel terrible. I’m so scared of failing that I end up doing nothing at all. Even as I write this, I’m putting off an essay that was due three weeks ago. I just don’t care, but at the same time I do care and I’m so stressed. I put off personal projects because I can’t be bothered, and I end up feeling guilty for wasting time. I hate that I’m like this, and I can tell that my parents and teachers are disappointed in me.
Sometimes I wonder if I have problems with mental illness, or if I’m just plain lazy. I keep making excuses for myself, and even by writing this I almost hope that someone will say that it’s not entirely my fault when I know I’m the one who let myself become like this. I want to say that I’m trying to fix this, but I just don’t know anymore.

Motivation

Recently had a breakup but smjh nahi arha k meri galti ky thi meko lgta hai shayad zyada hi care krdi coz care kro to dikkt na kro to or dikkt smjh hi nahi aata ky hi karein.?
But i feel so stressful don't know what to do.!

Breakup

I was se x ually abused when I was a kid still remember I was in kg when it all started, I used to live in a joint family, my cousin brother used to call me in his room and and asked me to play a game with him he would play the role of a king and told me to play the role of a  queen then he used to tell me that now king and queen will bath together and then he used to remove my and his clothes and he would kiss me forcefully after that he used to ask me to give him **ow job...and i was dumb that i would agree to him...not only he his sister too  used me..she used to call me in her room to and would ask me to suck her **obs and she also used to kiss me forcefully..after one year we shifted from there but it didn't stopped they  come to my house and do the sme thing with me...it all continued for years but when i was 4th or 5th class i came to realise this wrong then i started avoiding them at family gathering too i used to sit with elder or will stay with my other cousins..after sometime when we met they behaved very casually with me like they did nothing with me....i hate them...i am scared of them tbh..i can't even stand in same room with them till now....it all affected me so much that today also i can't have close proximity with guys....my ex brokeup with me because i never let him do anything other then kissing me..i don't blame him...it's not his fault...but only i know even kissing him was a tough task for me...i feel safe alone now...even i am scared with girls too i don't show it but i am scared of girls too....i know its weird but thats how i feel...people call me oldschool....i am not oldschool i am just scared.. i never told this to my family or friends..and now i  thinks it's too late...being se x ually abused for 5-6 years when i was kid spoilt my whole childhood...i ry to come out of it..but its hard...those 5-6 years made my whole life a mess

Anxiety

So, im at work at the moment. Today is my first day at my new internship. I am very excited because it is a step towards the career I want to pursue. I hope this goes well. 

Work

*Casually calls everyone who's romantically interested in me "fam" like the menace I am*

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