Inn barisho se dosti achi nahi faraz 
Kaccha tera maka hai kuch to khayal kar ....

Jo nahi chlo hota hai
Chlo uske shahr me thehar kar dekhte hai 

It's actually a typo, it should be "so". [not the english one obviously]

Suna hai log use aankh bhar ke dekhte hai
Jo iske shahar me kuch din thahar ke dekhte hai

3am Thoughts

Okay simple question 
If you come to know that you are going to die soon.. what will you do?

Physical Health

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Spirituality

have you ever thought what kind of feeling giraffe feel when he drink hot coffee but when cup reaches upto his mouth its already became a cold coffee 



WELL I WANTED TO MAKE YOU LAUGH   SORRY NOT SORRY

Friends

I am just hidden.. idk why really tho. Maybe insecurities. But ain't I missing out the life? :/
At home since lockdown I thought am that lucky I don't have to go out now but really didn't I missed so much of life just coz of insecurities? Or fears? What am I scared of? 
Am just venting it it's really bothering me realising now I am a human, a social being, where was the life? Where is the life? What did I do? 

FOMO

I always feel like there's a very huge Gap in capabilities, improvement rate and knowledge between me and my friend and it seems like someone like me shouldn't be on his side for it seems like I'm just holding him back or like he shouldn't be with someone like me that's not too smart. But he doesn't seem to care about it and still hangout with me and it's always so awkward for me whenever I'm with him and he's like talking to someone with deep words I don't even know. (ToT) I feel somehow so ashamed of myself TwT

Do you show all Wifi password use
Modul netsh in CMD command prompt
Use pc or laptop 

25 and still constantly yelled at by mother, but  really yelled and humiliated and called ugly names. Brother justifies it since he wants no drama and the parent is the one that should be obeyed no matter what and he never was hit called ugly names. I am not perfect, but I definitely don't do anything to deserve this. I used to only be afraid of summers - college breaks but I went back home after finishing college and its like I m 9 again praying to get out of here yes I used to pray .I would say okay My name Only 9 years to go and you are out of here you caan do it. Only difference when I was younger she would  hit me a lot. Now she hasnt in about 3 years but she did reach her hand like she was about to. I have no money to leave , i have a place to crash for a month starting on Friday but situation on job market is difficult .. and even if I find any job the rent here and food all of it with the water and electricity cant be covered by a paycheck.. i am miserable. This is not how I imagined life. I keep apologizing to the young version of me. Cuz she was helpless back then and I should have made a plan a couple ofyears ago. This is on me. But it still hurts so much. I dont know what i want to hear. Hang in there? No , its pointless. Ask someone for help. Cant, have no one. I cant ask other who live happily with their parents orI have a friend who lives with a sister. they are working hard to pay that rent. And I would feel like a loser to just be a parasite for someone. Here at home I am constantly yelled to get out also but whenever theree is a hint I might just do that I am told that I will regret it, that I am ruining my future if I am going to work in a caffe or smt like that to survive. But honestly i am barely surviving here mentally.  I have a friend whos gay who went living on his own working 2 jobs one online , another in a caffee. His family didnt exactly banish him but they didnt support him at all and they hurt him every single fay by their words and threats. And I wish I was more like him to do that, I dont know whats stopping me. I am not happy here. I guess if it was only worse such as alcoholism , if I were gay and accepted, if someone was a drug addict , you know, a real situation so that everyone could undestand. Everyone just think I dont get along with mother, they dont realise how much it affects me. Not even my closest friends, not even my grandma. And why should they? What have I done to prove the opposite? I am gonna move the fay after tomorrow. But she knowsnits temporary I dont have money for more. Where Im going its almost a 0 chance to find some job. I am just hoping for just a bit good luck frok universe and my hard work. But ive never had good luck. I just need something to appear that will help me get on my path of happiness. Long text but have been crying for 2 hours now in a dark room and im a bit calmer now that she left the house for a while. 

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