in this kind of day I wish I was just a highschool student again 

Other

What is one thing you learnt this year!

3am Thoughts

Oh Meredith how I miss you so much ￼

Depression

I wish if I had anyone to talk 😣😞

Girlfriend

I just found out that I’m pregnant again. I reached my 6 week mark (baby has heartbeat) but I also vape. It’s really hard to quit and I feel if I don’t quit asap I’ll have another miscarriage. I’d hate myself forever. I feel like this pregnancy won’t last bc of my smoking problem. It took me the whole day to pick up the vape and at least that shows I’m trying. But guys I don’t know if I can do it. I want my baby to be healthy. Please give me advice. 

Pregnancy

This is how I feel about life and I don't how long I'll keep myself exist. 
Be sensitive about your words if you're about to. Might mean so much to me and nothing to you. 
This is supposed to be my last note that I'll leave. 
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Mei woh tha toh dusre k badlaav dekhne par unko sambhalne chala jaata thha.. Aaj khud k iss badlaav ko khud dekhte huye bhi khud ko khud se nazarandaan kar raha hu.. Tum sab ko mujhme badlaav dikha zaroor hoga, zakhmi tha, sabko jhelna padhta h.. Yeh sab hamse parein h.. I KNOW THE "THIS TOO SHALL PASS" WALA LINE.. I believe it to be true as well. Ik there's a whole world of opportunities that welcomes me to be a part of. I choose not to, because I only would create DRAMA. Kuch yaad aaya? Lol.. 
I didn't wanted to be with you because there was this side of me that was toxic and was very extreme. That me was protecting you. You too had this version of toxicity in you, I still weep in my grave wondering why'd you offer the toxic shades to me , to be with me? Was it actually love Or was it your ego. 
I'm not over thinking right? Come on chant y'all with the back talks of how I treated y'all Ill while I was alive and now when I'm dead, pick that mask and drop your temporary condolences on my death. Perhaps it was my deeds that lead me to do this or maybe it wasn't. We'll never know. 
I won't fade away with just scars and pain, I'm stealing the love, memories and the best of intentions that people had for me (makes me selfish, ik yey! Ig..) 
Okay, ik y'all will just progress in no time but this is for those who'd hold up effecting their lives because of this.  
Chutiyon, meri waali galti tum mat karo, I'll have my hands on your shoulders seeing you rn, don't cry if you are and listen, it's fine. Take this to just be a bad dream. Now promise to forget like the rest and get back to normal. I did drop something, that's my love for you <3 
Conspiracies about after life has always intrigued me and now I'm about to be a part of it. Wish I could write a letter to y'all.

Yours sincerely gone, 
Anonymous. 




Yours sincerely gone, 

Suicidal Ideation

Day 10 of praying. 

Affirmations

I em bored+ sad 

I Feel Like My Heart Is So Big That It Could Hold The Entire World Inside It;
 
It Could Love Everyone;
 
Hug Every Depressed And Sad Person, But Also Sometimes, It Feels Like It Is Barely Enough For Me.

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