In my imagination, when I meet you, I try to express all of my sentiments, emotions, and rage to you, but I can't. I end up looking at you with love. I'm not sure when I'll stop having all this feelings for you.

3am Thoughts

Hello

So I have a crush on this boy.. and he is very attractive.. I've liked him for a while now and it's getting deeper.. i don't talk to him cuz we don't have any classes together and he's always with his friends and his friends aren't very nice  ... I don't know if he'll ever like me cuz I'm black and I don't know if he's into black girls (he's white)
He knows I like him cuz someone I hate told him but he hasn't said anything to me and he just stares at me..
I really like this guy but I don't know if I want a relationship.. I don't really know what to do about these feelings. What do I do?

Crush

I don't want to stay at home anymore. I want to go my university, study there with my frnds wanna do everything I wished for. Whenever I see my schl frnds snap/status/stories it makes me feel like crying. They r enjoying why the hell can't I do tht. I'm regretting why I took admission in tht university at least somewhere else I would have enjoyed a lil tym. 

Frustration

Day 49 
( Thanks for reading) 
Was just watching the webseries made on the Burari case 2018 and thought that how a person's thought can influence well educated people may be good or bad . May be he was not doing it intentionally but then today we all see him as a criminal . 

Movies

My college life is ending and I’m planning on getting a job but it’s something I’ve not done and something about it scares me🙃

Adulting

Hey everyone! This is my really first time on this site so IDK what to talk about. So I'll tell you about my life.  I have failed in every aspect of my life... Career, love and luck. IDK whats really going on but I can't really imagine how scary the future is going to be. Sometimes it's really hard you know to convince yourself that, just hold on it'll all pass away and good times will come to you and you see yourself alone, unable to convey your feelings your inner thoughts to anyone. It makes us feel like we are not good enough and always gonna disappoint everyone. Our problems are ours and why to burden others with ours. You can't cry or your parents who are already overburdened by their own problems will be burdened by your problem too. Sometimes I feel why I'm so mentally weak and why can't I be happy for once.  It's like I've lost my ability to feel anything at all. Sometimes some words trigger so deep fright in your heart that you might think that death is the best option to get rid of everything. It's like I'm angry at whole world especially at my clg and my life. If anyone will ask me what would I like to be in my next life, my answer would I don't want be born at all. It's better to be alone and don't let my baggage on others. When will I stop feeling this way?  I feel like I've doing things to keep people around me happy.  Why can't I do things that makes me happy? Why can't I love someone without fearing that my parents won't agree?  When will I stop judging someones beauty and someone will stop judging me?  You know it's really getting really tiring and I'm sick of this. You know I can't even die it's not a possible option for me now. When will it all end? 

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