In my house I see how patriarchy unfolds. My father dominates my mother so much, he shouts on her also for no reason. In everything he behaves as if what he has said is written in stone and that everyone else is wrong. It gets to my nerves but I can't do anything about it. It sucks.

ohhhhhhhhhh yes story of almost every indian household. totally understandable and relatable. we used to have similar issues in our home but then slowly slowly we explain dad our point of view. me and my mom explained him. i think you should try the same thing

Women Empowerment

I am so numb, after me and my friend fall in love together, after a long time she said it's all a joke.

Relationships

Donot i repeat donot make decisions when you're excited or angry 

3am Thoughts

I had a dream about him last night.... He asked me " Whats your biggest mistake?" 

I reached for his hands, but i woke up before i could answer him. And even though i know he couldn't hear me then. I still said it aloud. " You. Losing you. It will always be you" 

Will it look desperate if I go and talk to a guy I met him 15 days ago in office I spoke to him on the first day and then his seat changed will I look desperate if I go to his cabin for a chitchat I found him cute want to know him better

I very randomly found this app online.
I hope this helps?
I can't even believe I'm secretly hiding my identity to vent on the internet 

I broke up with my boyfriend of 5 years because the relationship got toxic and abusive.
So to get away from one thing I put myself onto a dating app and spoke to a few guys online and went on a few dates and those guys were expecting something else, but i was not in a space to put myself into what they wanted 
 Amongst all of then,someone who I did no get along with very much turned into the reason I'm on this app at 3:00 am 
Long story short, hewas very persistent, used to text me everyday, made it clear that ge wanted something "in between" and Initiallyi was ok,and it turned into a FWB scenario and then I realized, I was in love with this guy, I tried everything to assure myself that I was just confused but nope, we would text each other everyday, I knew he was out every weekend with another girl but I was cool with it. I liked this guy one sided for one whole year
I never had the guts to tell him how I felt 

In my defense, he would show concern making me feel loved too
There have been days when he took sometime to respond and I would cry and panic thinking it's over, he found someone 

In the last few months things felt a little off, but funnily we would still text each other everyday 
Atleast to ask if we slept well or ate

So we met after 6 months, and we decided to go on a trip, we got a little drunk, he told me that he wanted to be honest with me and told me that he liked a girl living in Paris whom he met on Instagram 
And he was even planning on going to see her soon.

I returned back and couldn't hold myself, and I told him that I am in love with him
And he told me he did not want to ruin what we had.

But, we are still friends and still talk everyday
Not a lot, but just ask if we slept well and ate

If he stopped talking to me, idk I feel my world is  gonna collapse.
I don't know why, he could leave, but he isn't 
I feel really bad that I got rejected 
It has messed my head, I am scared to tell my friends because they're gonna judge me
And I hate to admit, ik this is super silly but I cry like a baby sometimes when I think of it

Just sucks.
Idk if someone even read to the end
If you did, please help 




























 myself that I was just confused 



Depression

why can’t i be as pretty as the other girls 

Body image

i always have fights with my family and the environment gets ugly

Other

I'm sooo much addicted to the Victorian era 
I wish I were born at that time 
Its soo beutiful and elegant
It's exquisiteness is just soo amazing

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