Imma very very happy, i got scholarship to fund my education yoooooo. I can go to college now damnnnn, never been happier.

Congratulations Bellaaaa, so happy for you :)

Happy

I finally was able to get release from Saturday class which means I don’t have to go anymore and I don’t have to see her anymore. That makes me relief. But at the same time I feel regretful. ￼

Sooo yesterday I went out with my family. My sis took pics of me and vice versa. My sis is good at taking pics. She knows about the angle lighting and stuff like that. Ever since I was young I've never been good at it. I can take good photos of tat person but Idk about lighting and angle and stuff like tat. My sis started blaming me as I didn't take good pics of her like she did to me. My mom explained to her all these but still she is super mad at me. She has insecurities too but she's blaming me for everything. I really did try my best. Idk wat to do rn. I feel like crying guys. Today I wanted to post a pic of her and me on my whatsapp status. But she told me she doesn't like being posted. But last night she posted a pic with our dad. Like I can really see that she's lying and it hurts. What should I do guys???

Family

Anyone who is from Army here???

3am Thoughts

I see no one replies to my posts but they do reply to me on other people's posts. 
Is it too hard to understand me? Or like I'm unhelp-able? Or its too heavy or I'm crazy? 
What is it? I need help too that's why I'm here sharing and asking for it. Is there anyone who give a flying fuck here? Or should I not even be posting this? And just keep it in my head and let it fester and make me more fkd up. Idk what's right or wrong. But if anyone sees this, or care to read it through. And if you'd like to help still, pls see my last post and let me know what the fuck is wrong with me or my life?! And where do I go from here. 

So there's a girl,let name her as Li nd there's a guy aka Mr. M. Mr. M nd Li met co incidentally over online stuffs nd got friends. Mr. M is a kind person nd Li has a good attitude towards her feelings to others. Li started to like Mr. M nd got feelings for him,but she was scared to confess cuz that will ruin her friendship with Mr. M. So she texted Mr. M once ,it was midnight and they both were awake. Mr. M seem to be a nice guy nd he always cared for Li,and always listened to her. Li texted him about that she's got injured in an car accident and she's in the hospital rn. Li has one thing in which she was mastered nd that thing is her ego. She decided to make her proposal by using tricks with Mr. M bcz she knows that how much he believes on her. So she told about the fake car accident to have sympathy from him nd made a move to say about her feelings with a strange reason. (To be continued)

Acquaintance

I am weird 
Its just i am alone and usually stay not talking to people 
You can kind of say in isolation from the social world , i had deleted my socials 
And well there is a girl i likes with whom i wanted to go out 
Or at least meet her 
But as months have passed and she is in a new town for her studies i grew over her
But recently out of the blew she told that she would be coming and we would meet
I don't know but i am not happy about it
Well i should be she's my crush from i don't even know from how many years 
I don't  know how to get rid of this feeling
I have turned cold and this is making me feel again 
I know its good but i can't  get rid feeling like this

Crush

Handling my pms mood swings on my own alone. 

Could anyone tell me, what love really means , without being fictional or poetic ? Please

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