Imagine if we never saw our bodies and we only saw people's energy....?

Mindfulness

I want to disappear

Depression

My current pole will help me find out whether I'm staying here or not ~

Hope

I just want to go away somewhere ughhhhhhh

3am Thoughts

I am not able to love anymore, I feel distant, the feeling of love has been getting strange day by day for me... And at times I lose all sight of it. I still care for the people I loved.. but before it was different.. I don't feel that anymore.. it's like something snapped in me and now I am just scared of feeling love or hope.. things have been tremendously down for me for the past few months... It began with me not even standing someone mentioned the word "hope" in front of me.. but now it's like I am scared to go to people who comforted me once, I am scared of losing control.. and I don't know how to say this to the people I loved.. I don't know how to make them understand that I don't feel the same I used to... And I am worried it might have a toll on them... Just yapping here! 

Its been too much chaos that now even normal seems a total mess 

i keep telling myself that everything’s gonna be okay and things will get better, but nothing has gotten better and it never will. I’ve heard it from a lot of people and it never happened.

Life

I feel so... so lost. Like I’m such a boring person, all of my friends seem so confident in themselves, everyone does, I act energetic but who am I like the real me. I just feel sad for no reason, I think I’m lesbian but what if I’m just doing it for attention, i mean I have 5 bi friends 1 non binary friend so what if I’m doing it to fit in, I get lots of anxiety (I haven’t been properly diagnosed) but what if I’m doing that for attention?!?!
What if I’m just writing this for attention as well, I leave school every day feeling depressed, anxious for what’s gonna happen the next day. While sometimes I just feel numb, Likee when my mum lost her phone and we could be in danger, I didn’t feel anything not even scared
What’s wrong with me

LGBTQ

Life is hitting me real hard rn
I just had a mental breakdown, headache, negative thoughts and now I feel like shit What else can be even worse? Getting bad grades next? Or getting so attached to someone that when they go out with someone else, I get jealous/ overthinking that they might fall in love? Screw friendships man, all they do to me are just decreasing my brain cells and making my mental health worse lol. It's not even fun to have friends anymore, all they do is compare who's smarter, better. Literally all of them are narcissists, I hate this sm. Overthinking sucks. Everything sucks. I hate myself for this.

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