Imagine if we never saw our bodies and we only saw people's energy....?

Mindfulness

I'm so sick of running as fast as I can
Wondering if I'd get there quicker
If I was a man
And I'm so sick of them coming at me again
'Cause if I was a man
Then I'd be the man
~The Man, Taylor Swift

Music

Vulnerability sounds like truth and feels like courage. Truth and courage aren't always comfortable, but they're never weakness

Vulnerability is the cornerstone of confidence.

Motivation

Sometimes I just hate ur self for every thing u do may be good also . And I am in that stage right now . Every thing is good around mee but I am not happy . I feel that I am just pretending to be happy and my heart beaver. Smile yes there are times it does but yess . There is something missing ? 

3am Thoughts

I really need someone to talk to I feel so fucking awful right now I can’t. There’s so much inside me I feel like I’m going to burst. There was this guy that I completely fell for. I would’ve done anything for him. I loved him so much that I lost my own self. Then I found out that he likes this other girl. This other girl, who was everything I wasn’t. She was rich, pretty. Whereas I was just ugly poor old me. I’ve already been suffering from depression and anxiety since I was 11. I’m 17 now. But that broke me. Completely. I lost myself really bad. After a couple of months I felt better a little, but I had these delusions. It was like the whole event was happening over and over again. He’s always here. I used to picture him here with me. But I cant control these delusions. I know I’m doing this to myself but I can’t control it. He’s always there. I’m always being watched. I always pretend like everything I’m doing is being watched by him. My day is disrupted by these delusions, I can’t do anything. And at night, all I see is him. The whole thing happening again again again. There’s no escape from him. Loving him so much has affected my brain. I’m going crazy but I need help. I want to stop. Forget. And for the past two weeks I’ve taken 6 online anorexia tests and I’ve been tested positive. I haven’t eaten anything since morning, I always make myself throw up. I took six pills yesterday just to feel numb and sleep. I need help. No one cares. Who should I tell that I need help? I don’t want to be like this. 

Depression

When he replies with the same energy>>>>>>🤭🤭



Hi Iam useless Nikhil 

Coming Out

I fainted yesterday. I always thought my body is strong enough to not let my mind get to it. But turns out I was wrong.

Physical Health

I feel like I'm not gonna fit in anywhere. nor do I really am. it's always me being stupid and whatnot.

Sharing Our Innermost Thoughts