Imagine if we never saw our bodies and we only saw people's energy....?

Mindfulness

hi... I'm not sure if I can do it here, but I really wanna share my feelings just right now. I'm feeling so.. depressed lately. Like, it's not that bad in my life and I had depression almost a year ago and I overcome it myself. But.. Why am I feeling so tough on my soul? It's just hard... I feel emptiness, anxiety, feel like I can't take it anymore, but I have to. I have dreams, I have goals, and day-to-day I move to my goals, step-by-step. but... Idk. I'm just tired to bare with all hardships on my way. Even so, I'm not really sure that my anxiety's because of this. It just hurts. And I cannot find a reason😢 Smiling every day, sincerely trying to live doing things I like, but every day this hurt is keeping and I'm tired, so tired..

Exhausted

Why i am constantly in a bad mood...
I feel like i have a huge burden on my head...
I have tried meditation and relaxing and all....

I feel so lonley and unloved and uncared for...

Depression

Everything has its pace set. We achieve nothing by hurrying things. It's the same case with our career. We achieve nothing but failure if we don't move with a gradual pace. 

Work

I hate myself so much... it's getting hard everyday to be able live with myself. This brain...it processes too much....which makes me feel so tired.. mentally....and I can't do anything after that....I feel like there so much noise all the time in my head I just want some moments of peace....I live with fear all the time..not just one..many...fear of sleeping in night...fear of waking up in the morning...to face a new day...fear of every breathe....fear of living....fear of people when they ask about me... I'm so tired of being scared all the time...my parents ..family want me to something else and I felt something else all along....an artist....I think I don't have any art left in me now.... I've ruined myself.. neither I am what they want me to be nor what I want myself to be....and I can't move on... because I don't want to move on....I don't want what they want....I feel like I'm in a cell very small closed dark... there's nothing ahead nothing behind....I feel like I'm drowning...and neither I'm dying nor I'm coming up.... I'm suffocating all the time.... I'm a disappointment to me to my family....I can't understand it.

I’m so useless I can’t even sleep.

Recently I have felt like I have so many bottled-up emotions. I feel as though I could explode... So many things stress me out as well. At times, everything is just too much for me and I break down into tears. When this happens I tend to be in my bedroom alone and try to be as quiet as possible. I don't want my family to hear me crying or being upset. I don't want them to worry about me. My parents have already gone through so much throughout their lives. I would hate it if I made things worse for them. Anyway, I feel like I need to get through this myself. My family members have their own problems and issues to solve. So, I think I am going to deal with mine too. Or at least try to. However, sometimes I feel too overwhelmed by my thoughts. I have realized that I tend to overthink things a lot. I think about what I could have said in certain situations. I also think a lot about how I could change things and make everything better if time travel existed. I have really wanted to just go back in time. To those good days where I was so happy and didn't have any worries at all. I miss being a young child and clueless. When I was younger I was interested in the simplest things. I also didn't think about what I could have done or what could happen. I was always in the present and happy. Now, in my teens, I am just lost and going through so much. Hopefully, I will keep pushing through and become a bit happier soon...

I just don't know how am I feeling 

Discrimination

I want to run away from home ..can you suggest me some safe places ..


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