I’m writing online on life and how to hone oneself into a better person for a better worldview. 

Life

The question of the day. How to not care????? 

3am Thoughts

sad song suggestions? 

Any aunty here..?

Anxiety

For as long as I can remember making friends has been a different experience for me than seemingly most people. When I do I always end up either with the wrong crowd or I’m just constantly let down. I made this friend in junior high and I’ve put them through so much, I had completely ghosted them because my toxic ex-boyfriend had convinced me she was trying to get in-between our relationship— it was kind of my fault as it wasn’t too hard to convince me, I was so quick to switch up (I know ironic haha). Like I said I ghosted her for about a year but we started talking again after I finally got my head out of my ass and decided to reach out. We’re on good terms now and we talk every single day… What’s the problem? I’m not entirely sure myself. Recently she’s gone through a loss (her dog passed away of old age, he lived a long full life) and she talks about it a lot which is alright because that’s what friends are for, but she seems so upsettingly hopeless and no matter what advice I provide she seems to just immediately dismiss it or refuse to acknowledge it completely. She’s not doing well with school either and she might not pass this semester, meanwhile I’m here finding myself struggling with my gender identity and parents who won’t let me connect with anyone in the outside world (mainly why I’m even here, a free website which you can post anonymously with private tabs? It’s perfect) I do have my own life and my own problems and so does she. I like when she talks about herself as it’s rare to get anything out of her but when she’s just so hopeless and claiming to have (hurtful thoughts) while I can’t do anything about it makes me feel so useless. I would report her to somebody, anybody really but I worry about the damage I would do to her in means of home life. I’ve talked to others about it and the most I got was to either report her or just drop her all together… I’ve felt like this for so long, what do I do?

Conflict

Hi! Does anyone know good exercises to do at home? I want to lose some weight but I can’t go to the gym everyday because of homework and stuff, so I want to do it at home too. 

Happy

Is it because we are anonymous we are being helpful to each other in this community. Just curious to know, cause we do have individual friends/people we know who might be in seek of this warm texts or heads-up.
I know only if we/them bring the things on the table of which we are uncomfortable/less talked about. One can try to bring out of shit. 
Just Random Thoughts💬

Other

I am having covid symptoms all of them, and i can't tell my family as they will take tension as i am living alone in other city.  I took RT PCR and from 3 days i am not able to  get my reports as sudden rise in cases .I am feeling frustrated and angry .Need some positivity to pass through this phase. Please talk


COVID-19

Life's tough you know! It gives us challenges every day but we have to go through it. For me everything is a challenge(please don't tell me, I'm alone in this)-starting from waking up and getting out of the bed to sleeping on time. But one question that haunts me everyday is that WHY? Why am I waking up everyday? What's keeping me motivated? 
It's the destination I want to reach! The view from there! The faces of people who said I can't! I will say," look broooo I DID! "
Tell me about your source of motivation!!!!

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