i’m wearing a black t-shirt with a blue butterfly on it. my parents don’t like it, because they think it has ‘a dark meaning’, but it doesn’t. i had a choker on and some rings, because I wanted to feel a bit like myself again. they compared me to my ex-best friend. she was the first girl ever to break my heart. i loved her more then anything (as a friend) and I still defend her sometimes when people talk bad about her, but it really made me sad. i hate to be compared to her, because she did really bad things to me. I feel disgusted.