Iβm very mad right now like I just wanna scream and break a window or something. Maybe i lied to myself when i said i had forgiven them, maybe i still hold a lot of hatred in my heart, maybe that explains why I keep crying tears of frustration and why we are always arguing and fighting in my dreams, this feelings i want to let you know about, all of the things I wish i wouldβve said back then, how I wish I was able to stand up for myself, all of those words I never said keep following me around. You have no idea how bad I want to recreate that scene from my dream in real life, but we all know I could never do that so I guess I will have to swallow my pride and put up with this for a bit longer.
Never have anything inside just spill it out and never be or think about past just be positive.βπ»
